Alone

Chapter 9: I Was Wrong

Tatiana's Pov- The party was fun. Right now I'm talking and laughing with my friends. It's been so long since I spoke to them and I missed them. Right now were sitting on the couch catching up. They all have been good, and sad at the same time because they missed me. I thought they were better off without me. But I guess not. They all told me how they tried to reach me everyday and how they cried hoping I didn't kill myself like I planned on doing for the longest. I guess I was wrong.

Not to long after we stopped talking, I checked my phone all of the social networks I had. I'm surprised I remembered the passwords even to my Kik. Once they were all open I saw I had all these messages and likes and me being tagged in photos. I never realized everything I did for all these people. And when I left I guess I thought they didn't care and it's been so long since I even said a word nice let alone had friends. I almost cried, but I held it back.

I excused myself for a minute, I had to tell Prodigy thank you. I saw him talking to his friends and laughing.

"Hey, I don't mean to interrupt" I said looking at them.

"It's ok, what's up Beautiful" Prodigy said

That's when I new he was drunk.

"I'm gonna go" I said almost walking away until he pulled me back down on his lap. At that moment I was scared. So I had to play it off.

"Where you going baby?" Because slurring his words.

"I'm not going anywhere just to talk to some friends" I said

"No, your staying with me, I don't need you leaving me" he said holding me tighter.

"Baby meet Roc, Ray, and Prince they are my bestfriends" he said kissing my cheek.

"Hey" I said waving at them. And they waved back. They were actually nice to me.

"Isn't she lovely?" Prod said kissing my neck.

"Yeah she's cute" Roc said to me.

"Thank you" I said looking at him in the eye. And all he did was nod his head. I had a feeling he didn't like me.

Prince and Ray were nice to me. They treated me like a regular person. Not to long after Prodigy started acting more drunk. He started feeling on me and in inappropriate places. I was started to get more scared.

"I'm not letting you get away from me." He said to me. Like he wanted me for something more.

"I was wrong about you Tat. Your not as rude and broken as I thought"

"What does he mean?" Princeton asked.

"Nothing" I said looking away in shame

"Oh, she shy, but like she to broken in the head to ever let anyone in. I'll be happy when we get it in soon." He said kissing on me.

"So you letting him hot that? When you gone let me?" Roc asked grabbing me kissing my neck to.

This was the time to run for it. And I did I ran to Brandon and Trey. I told them what was going on and not soon after Prodigy came along only to make matters worse. Like I said I new something bad was going to happen I didn't know it was this bad.

"Why are you all up on my girl?" He said walking up to us.

"She isn't your girl, now calm down" Trey said trying to keep him from away from me.

"Nigga she's mine, I'm the one that called talked to y'all if it weren't for me y'all wouldn't be here" he said I  didn't know that he brought them here for me, he didn't have to.

"I don't think so" Maya said getting up. U knew she was ready to fight.

"Last time I checked Tatiana doesn't date so shut up." Maya said to him.

Not to long after that everyone was quiet and we were surrounded.

I was so scared I never thought that I would have a day like this.

"Bitch, shut up this is between me and Tatiana" he said

"Hold up I'm not your bitch" Now Maya was in his face they were sure enough about to fight until Brandon pulled her back gently I knew he wasn't about to let Maya fight so he stepped forward. But before they could I stopped it all I ran in between them and pushed them far enough away from each other.

"That's enough, stop" I screamed with that I grabbed my stuff walking away and near the door to my car and on my way home. I couldn't take the madness.

Not to long after I got home everyone was blowing up my phone and hoping I was ok. But they all new I wasn't. When I got home it was 11:00 pm and I went in my room and shut the door I grabbed the one thing I didn't expect I would go back to, a razor. I cut my wrist but not to deep. Then I ran some hot water and dried it off I didn't scream because I was to used to the pain. I was tired of being hurt. So in return I hurt myself.

My phone started vibrating and I look to see another text from someone, but this time it was Prodigy.

"I'm sorry" I said

I thought he cared. I guess not.

I was wrong.....

How was this..? Merry Christmas everyone. Love y'all.

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