Sacrifice my love... (bts jungkook ff)

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Jungkook pov

My fist curled into a ball going pale from how hard I was holding it.
My tears are flowing down...
I can't breathe the pain that I thought was gone came back and it's so unbearable I can't breathe....
I hold my chest and to where the pain was..... my heart..
I can feel myself weaken.....I fall to my knees..
Still sobbing I can hardly breathe..
I can never seem to forget you...
I still love you y/n....
Even though you hurt me....broke me into a million pieces and left me to pick it up myself.... my heart still beats for you...
God I miss you...
Your lips...
Your embrace...
Your touch...
Your smile...
Thinking about all the things I missed about her made me cry harder...

"YAH....what happened to going toilet..." Jimin hyung said as he held my shoulders and has kneel down to my level. There was pity and sadness in his eyes.

"Hyung...I....I...can't.. ..breathe...it hurts..why does it still hurt....please make it stop"
I begged him while sobbing and holding onto his other arm.
"Jungkook....you only saw a glimpse of someone who might have been her and you turn into this? You can't open that door and let the pain back in...don't even think of opening that window of hope..keep it closed...seal it and lock it!! Do you understand Maeknae ..... aishhhh..it thought you said you've moved....you have a beautiful girl waiting for you inside and here you are sulking over some past."

"But i thought she was my future" I mumble low enough for only me to hear.
"Huh?"
He was right though I have an amazing girl who loves me inside...who has been here to get me through this year which was a tough year...I love her for that....that even though I rejected her and pushed her away she has been here for me....

I stood up and dusted my jeans...
"Thanks hyung..." and i walked off.

Jimin pov

"But I thought she was my future" he mumbles thinking it was only him who heard it but I did too...
I can feel his pain...it hurts me to see him like this again.
We only just got our maeknae back after months and months of crying in his sleep...always angry at the world and the worst thing he ever had to do was put on a fake smile.....to fake his happiness...we couldn't do anything to help..
But ever since Yein came...she made it her mission to make him happy..
Even if it took her months...she never gave up...

Unknown number:

Me: meet me..rooftop NOW!!

Unknown : why?

Me: Don't ask just go...now!

Unknown : 5 mins please...

I decided to make my way upstairs to the rooftop but it took longer since I decided to take the elevator but it's taking long.... aishhhh..
I opened the door to the rooftop and there she was standing there...
In her dress that's nicely flowing in the slight breeze and her hair that's swaying along...
Her beautiful face structure all perfect...
She turns around and i see her plump lips...her beautiful lips..as I look up I see the puffiness in her eyes that look covered with make up.. but she still looks gorgeous..,.I slowly walk up to her...wanting this image to stay longer.....