Sacrifice my love... (bts jungkook ff)

Trying

3rd person pov
One week later...
Jungkook lied down on his bed staring at the ceiling...feeling sick to his stomach remembering how he hurt you...
Remembering your crying form...
How he insulted you in many ways....
How scared to death he looked when he saw you unconscious...

~flashback~

The members kneeled down to jungkook and rubbed his back..
They were trying to comfort him...
Jungkook stayed looking at the spot you once stood on...
He didn't dare to look away..
He couldn't...
His own voice echoing in his mind...
"Weak.."
"Slut.."
"Cheater..."
All the words he used...not only shattered you but stabbed him in the heart..
He compared you to the one person you hated...
He kept crying..
He's never felt weaker...
He's never felt more broken...
When you left him he was hurt...
But the fact that he hurt you as well... just shatters his heart and soul..

After 15 minutes of non stop crying ....The members finally lift him and escorted him to the van not wanting the staff to be worried about him...
They decided to ask the driver to drive him back..
The driver was about to start the car Engine when jungkook saw Jimin carrying y/n in a bridal style was..... unconscious..

He felt his heart stop..
"HYUNG STOP!" He screamed over at the driver causing the driver to stop immediately.
He ran out of the car as fast as lightning...
He thought she did something to herself...
He thought you died...
All these thoughts of you being injured ran through his mind...

He ran over to the van that jimin was putting you in.
"H-hyung......"
Jimin :" she's fine....just fell asleep..." He said as he turned his back and sat in the seat beside your unconscious body and closed the door telling the driver to leave.
Jungkook stood there as he watched the car drive away..
His throat was dry..
He could feel his chest tighten..

~end~

Jungkook sat up from his bed as he dried his eyes from the tears..
He doesn't know what to do anymore....
When suddenly his door was being knocked..

"Come in" he said weakly almost a whisper..
When he turned his head he saw the person that he also hurt....jimin
Jimin:" Can we talk?.." He said in the most casual way as if the past few days and weeks hasn't happened.
"Hyung I'm..."
"Don't...let me talk first!.." The older one said as he cut the younger one off.
Jungkook could only nod..

" I'm tired.....I don't want to be mad anymore... I dont want to be sorry anymore...the others told me that they already told you...so I guess..there's no point in me explaining anymore...." He said as he looked down.
"Hyung.... I'm tired too....I don't want to be mad anymore... I'm...sorry...for accusing you of something that you would never do...and I know that now..I'm sorry....I'm sorry for everything.."
He said looking down himself..
"Although...I'm uhm not the one you should be apologising to... She was hurt...she still is..."
Jimin said as he was about to walk away heading to his room.
But he suddenly felt something warm wrap around him..jungkook was hugging him..
"Thank you hyung..." Jimin couldn't help but laugh..
"Aishhhh you cheesy bastard...I thought that was me hahaha" he said patting jungkooks hands that was wrapped around him.
Jungkook soon let's go.
He felt happy again...
But not quite..
"Yah..get ready we're going out.."Jimin said as he left the room.
Jungkook got ready and went downstairs.