Sacrifice my love... (bts jungkook ff)

I hate you

Day of Collaboration Photoshoot pt 2.

Y/N pov
I stayed behind the tree and leaned in it.
What did I do?
Jimin Oppa? Am I going to lose you too?....
Please tell me what's wrong?.....

I stared at the ground and kept my back on the tree as I thought about the happenings of 2 weeks ago...

3rd persons pov

The bts members we're looking for y/n but couldn't find her so they decided to look for her, except jimin and jungkook.
Jimin just ate his food while staring at the blank wall , whereas jungkook stayed beside Yein who was dusting their clothes for the next photoshoot.
Jungkook noticed that jimin didn't tag along to look for y/n..
He was so confused... he didn't know if they had a fight or broke up....
He decided to walk over to him.

Jungkook :".....what? Have a fight with your girlfriend?"- he said as hatred and anger filling his body.
Jimin :" ENOUGH! i have had enough! Jungkook! We need to talk !"
Jimin said as he slammed his hands on the table and stood up facing jungkook.
Jungkook raised his eyebrows and just stared at him.
"Go on.....I'm listening to whatever lie that's going to come out of your mouth"

Jimin :" Jungkook there IS no y/n and I....." He said looking straight at him. Jungkook tried to see for any sign that he was lying...but he was telling nothing but the truth...,he wanted to to believe him...
He wanted to make this truth a reality...
But he needed to make sure..

Jungkook :" Then tell me something.....and answer me honestly..."
Jimin :" I'll say nothing but the truth.."
Jungkook:" Tell me....did you and y/n....communicate...at all? " He said whispering the last bit but was loud enough for jimin to hear.
He wanted jimin to say no....
But jimin just kept his head down looking down at his sweating palms...

Silence...

Jungkook kept waiting for an answer....

Silence...

"Liar" he said as a tear fell from his eyes... his heart is aching with pain..
He walked off feeling so mad and angry and....broken...
He already knew....
But he wanted to know for sure...
Now that he does..... his whole world just....shattered...
His world..
His life...
His love...
Was no longer his...
For a long time...

Jungkook just kept on walking...feeling the whole world's burden in his heart..
He was mad...
Furious...
Hurt...

He kept walking until he bumped into someone making him stumble back slightly but the person fell backwards..

Jungkook :" Oh..I'm so-...."
He stopped talking as he saw the face of the person hiss world used to revolve around..
She rolled her eyes as she saw him all lost in words and stood up herself dusting her legs. She was about to walk off until her hand was yanked back causing her to stumble and nearly falling on him.
Y/N:" YAH! What the hell let go of me!
He just stared down at her and she tried not to look at him but it was hard since they were so close to each other.
Jungkook :" why...." He whispers to her tears falling down..
Y/N eyes soften looking at his crying form.
Y/N:" why are you crying?"
Jungkook quickly pushes her back causing her to stumble back.
He looked pissed and his tears still falling... the only thing he sees is the woman he loved..
The woman he gave his world to...
But broke him apart...
He now only sees the woman he hates...
Jungkook:" WAS IT FUN! WAS IT FUNNY? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?"
Y/N:" Wh....what?"
Jungkook:" GOD Y/N STOP PLAYING DUMB! I KNOW ALREADY OK!"
Y/N just stared at him while he kept screaming at her..
she felt scared..
She couldn't see jungkook..
She could only see the man that hates her with a passion...
Jungkook:" Slut.....cheater..." He says to her. His fists curling into a ball.
Y/N:" Did....DID YOU JUST CALL ME A SLUT! AND A CHEATER!"
Jungkook :" I'm simply stating the truth..."
Y/N:" how dare you?...." She says feeling angered herself..
Jungkook :" ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!! YOU JUST BROKE EVERY SINGLE THING BETWEEN JIMIN HYUNG AND I "
Y/N :" I have no idea what your talking about.."
Jungkook walks closer to her hovering over her personal space.
He looked down at her anger filling his eyes.
Jungkook :" Was he better in sex?.....is that why?....did he pleasure bett..."
Y/N has slapped him before he could finish his sentence.
Jungkook held the side of the face she slapped.
No words could come out of her mouth..
She was hurt....
By his words....
He's never talked to her like that..
She held her heart... as she started to cry...
She tried her best to keep it in..
But she wasn't strong enough to...
Jungkook kept staring at her feeling more angry from the sudden violence.
Jungkook:" Can't handle the truth?"
Silence...
Jungkook :" I always knew you were weak....."
Silence....
Jungkook :"Look at you.... I almost feel sorry.."He said while smirking..
Y/N:" I don't need your PITY!"
Jungkook:" wasn't going to give it..."
Silence...
Jungkook :" you know....your EXACTLY like your mother!"
Y/N gasp and felt her heart fall and break and stood on...
She couldn't help the tears anymore...
She slapped him again and ran off.

As jungkook was going to look away from her ,his collar was held up high and he fell to the ground after the sudden punch. He looked up only to see Jimin and the members behind him.
Jimin:" HOW DARE YOU COMPARE Y/N AND HER MOTHER?!?! YOU KNOW FOR A FACT THAT Y/N BLAMES HER MOTHERS INFIDELITY FOR HER FATHERS DEATH!" Jungkook kept his head down.
Jimin punched him again.
Jimin got off of him and ran after y/n.
He didn't care what jungkook thinks anymore he needed to be with you...
He knew you shouldn't be alone...
He needed to be where his love is...

Jungkook stood up and was about to walk off but was stopped by the members.
Namjoon :" You Idiot!"
Suga:" You officially lost the best thing in your life..."
Jungkook just looked straight ahead not looking back at his members.
Taehyung:" JUNGKOOK! Y/N AND JIMIN ARE NOT TOGETHER! No matter what happens....you... you were the only one in y/n's heart...she loved you unconditionally.....throughout the year y/n and jimin kept in touch....but not because of what you think! But because...she loves you....and only you....she spent the whole year longing for you....broken....just like you....she needed you.....and she loved you..... yeah...loved...past tense.,,because after today I'm sure she hates you...

Jungkook didn't need to hear more...
He didn't want to hear more...
He remembered all the times you denied his accusations but he didn't listen..
He looked over at the spot you stood on...
He suddenly felt the guilt and regret fill him...
He compared you to your mother.....
He called you a Slut..
He called you a cheater...
He called you weak...
He fell to his knees he was gasping for air...
He feels like suffocating...
He hurt you...
He hurt you...
He hurt you...
Tears streaming down....he feels like dying...
The image of you crying kept popping up in his mind....

Y/N pov
I kept running...
The more I run the more I couldn't breathe...
It hurts...
It hurts like hell....
I sat on the grass and buried my face in my knees...
I want to leave..
I can't handle this anymore...
His voice keeps replaying in my mind

"Slut"
"Cheater"
"Weak"
"Your EXACTLY like your mother"

The last words just made me feel weaker and more broken..

Is this what we've gotten into jungkook...
To the point where I hate you...
I hurt you...
I know that...
But you shattered me....

I suddenly felt arms wrap around me.
I know his hugs...
I can smell him...
Jimin.....
"I'm sorry....
I'm sorry....
I'm sorry...
I'm never leaving you again...
Don't ever give me space.."

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Ill update soon....
I was in the waiting room of the hospital writing this so it's really not that heart to heart kind of feeling
Sorry..
I'll do better on the next chapter😆😆❤❤