LGBT+ Journal/Diary

Friends vs Fakes

So a couple days ago I had been at school and I was sick of talking about politics due to how my emotions right now are sporadic.

My friend, or so I thought he was, went up to me and immediately said "HaHa Trump won!"

I had looked at him and I probably have him a nasty glare "I don't care what that sexist ***************" and so after that I had ignored him the rest of the day because I don't care if we talk about school then the weekend and maybe a bit of politics inbetween but then get back to the topic, but what he said just enraged me and I had warned him that I was on my period so I wasn't in the best of mood.

So, the next day I head back from lunch and my other guy friend looked at me as the one that I had recently ignored just stared and he said "Dude you don't talk behind her back. Just say it straight forward."

So I looked at them and I was just like "I'm sorry about yesterday. It's just that I can't control my emotions easily at the moment and politics was something that I didn't want to hear first thing at lunch. And I don't care what he said." I'm use to it by now.

So after that day I was waiting in lunch, so this would of been yesterday, and I wanted to know what he had said so, I went up to my guy friend his name is Nate and I asked "So what did he really say."

Nate just spoke "I ignored most of it because most of it was complete bullshit but what some of the stuff I heard was 'What the fuck does that transsexual think she is, she isn't a real man, blah blah blah' "

My eyes grew large "Um OK. Wow what does my gender have to do with why I was mad at him. You see? People like him is the reason why I keep it a secret because then they wouldn't stab me behind my back like that."

Nate just nodded "Just don't listen to him. You know half the shit he says is complete bull anyways."

So it has occurred to me that maybe that other friend was just being friendly with me because I'm friends with his friends. I don't know. It just kinda hurt that he would say that stuff behind my back. I guess that's just how life is.

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