YOU'RE STILL THE ONE (BTS's V FANFIC)

33 GOODBYE

I promised myself to never let go of him. I promised myself to never dare give up on our relationship with just some silly reasons. But is it still a silly reason? Does it look like a very shallow reason in the first place?

I hate this stupid heart of mine! I told myself a million times to never fall in love with a guy like him, don't I? But then, my heart is a traitor. I just can't believe that I could be the reason of this breakup. I never thought of me, being the reason of our own breakup.

I can't find words to start this conversation. We're now inside a restaurant sitting across each other. No one dares to talk nor look at each other. It's just so awkward.

"Taehyung-ah!"
"Hyejin-ah!"

We both said in chorus, unconsciously.

"You talk first."
"You talk first."

Again, we are in sync, people!

We both let out a smile at each other for realizing that we're definitely in sync.

"I missed you." He said, which made me look at him wide-eyed. I tried to tell him how much I've missed him but I just couldn't utter even a single word.

Soon after, a waiter approached us and asked for our orders. When we already received our orders, we decided to start eating.. Quietly.

This is not the usual us.

It took us half an hour to start walking out of the restaurant and go on a park. Our hands are perfectly intertwined with each other while roaming the whole area.

Come on, Hyejin! Act naturally. This would be your last time seeing the guy you loved -- the guy who completes your day by just giving you his genuine smile and comforting words.

"I'm sorry, Tae." I started.

He halted and looked at me with a confused frown.

"For what?"

"For my parent's treatment towards you."

"That's not a problem. I understand." Despite of being sleepless and stressed out, even though he looks a bit off, he could still manage to give me his genuine smile that could make my heart melt. And it made me even more guilty.

As much as I wanted to hold on to you, I just can't watch you, ruining your career because of me.