The Girl of my Dreams (romanogers)

Part 12

Natasha

We were on a lone highway, it was dark, with very few streetlights there, it led to some unknown countryside perhaps. The moon was nicely bright, oh yes, our wedding night was a full moon night, we totally missed it since we were busy making love.

"Stop somewhere, but not near a streetlight" I said. He nodded, I saw his lips curve into a smirk, so he knew what I wanted. Good!
I couldn't believe my wild desires, suddenly he was everything I needed, my body was so demanding, I wanted him so badly. I wanted him to kiss me, love me, cuddle me all the time. This was crazy. I had heard people going all crazy after marriage, I had seen some shield agents go mad, even Clint was known to be different before his marriage, but I had no idea I would too, even when my feelings for my husband weren't romantic before, he was a friend, a very close dear friend, was!! Because now he is my husband and this makes me wild. I couldn't help but drool on him, his skin was fabulous, I remember him saying it wasn't soft as mine, well I don't want it to be, it was perfectly manly, smooth and strong, his muscles, all strong, his veins prominent. His jaw perfectly shaped, and his lips, hard to crack but smooth. I hated his shirts, though when they were tight, his visible curvature made me loose my mind. Just one night and I was so into my husband. It was like an arranged marriage gone perfect.
He stopped the car, it was devoid of any lights except the moonlight, which was not too bright, I jumped onto the back seat quickly and removed my dress. He switched the car's inner light and looked at me.

"In a car? " he said with a huge smile, his eyebrow raised.

"Oh shut up!" I switched the light off and grabbing hold of his head, I kissed him, pulling him back. He fell on me, I hit the back seat. We kissed madly. He removed his shirt and looked at me, moving his head away a little.

"This is crazy" he said.

"I know" I said, he grabbed my face and kissed me. He was so good, I wondered how much practice he had.

"How many girls? " I asked as he kissed my neck.

"None before you, I had no practice till last night" he said between breaths.

"What? " I moved out of his hold, "you were a virgin?! "

"Yes" he replied innocently, fish!! My husband had waited, till he.. Oh God.

"Then I'm glad to take it" I pulled him on me as my head hit the seater.

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We fell asleep in the car, good thing our car had dark glasses. I sat up and adjusted my clothes, he was still sleeping, his head on my lap, he held my stomach his face dug in my belly. I ran my hand through his hair. He moved and looked at me.

"Good morning honey" I said with love, kissing his forehead.

He took my hand and kissed it, "Good morning ".

"We should go home" He said sitting up, and picking his shirt, putting it on.

"Yeah, I guess" I brushed my hair with my fingers and made a messy bun.

"I like your hair loose" he untied them with his hand.

"Okay" I looked at him confused, he got hold of my neck and moved my head close, our foreheads touched.

"I love you more then anything Nat, I won't be able to explain it ever. " He said slowly.

"I can feel it" I said putting a hand on his chest, "explanations not needed" I looked at him, we shared another kiss, a gentle one, full of love. We looked at each other and smiled.

We got back on the front seats and set off.

Everything seemed beautiful, the roads, the sunrise, the birds, the sky, things I had never paid attention to, I kept smiling, even a simple dustbin seemed pretty to me. Was this love? Actual real love, the one in books, where someone makes you so happy that every tiny thing becomes meaningful. Does this mean I was falling in love with my husband??
Too early to judge, I just wanted to live in the moment. I closed my eyes and felt the morning breeze on my face, taking the fresh air in, I didn't realize when we reached.
He parked the car and we moved out, he took the shopping bags out and we entered our wing. I freshened up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast, he joined me instantly. He held me from behind as I cooked and then helped me set the table.
After breakfast, we were inside our room again. I opened my shopping bags and put the stuff inside.

My eyes fell on my wedding ring and I stared at it, how beautifully it changed my life. I looked at Steve, he sat on the bed, using his phone, his presence made my heart fly, I sat beside him and put my head on his shoulder.

"Thank you" I said.

"For what? " he asked.

"For loving me so much" I said, he looked at me and smiled, kissing my head, "you never told me, how and when did you fell in love with me"

He moved his arm, and wrapped it around me, I rested on his chest.

"I... from the time I saw you, its... very complicated.. I didn't know how to react, I got confused, you were different.. not like what I had.. " I couldn't understand at all, "Natasha, I can't tell you how exactly I fell in love with you, its very complicated"

"Okay" Fine! If he doesn't want to tell, I won't ask again, what matters is that we are together.

"I have some work, I'll be back soon" he said and left the room.