The Girl of my Dreams (romanogers)

Part 14

Steve

We were inside a shopping mall, hiding from Shield agents, who were in reality, hydra's agents.
Natasha was fabulous, and I was scared, she would pass right infront of them unnoticed, that talented she was as a spy, and I was ridiculous. We were on the escalator when she turned suddenly.

"Kiss me" she said,

"What? " I was dumbfound, is she out of her mind.

"Public display of affection make people very uncomfortable " she said.

"Yes, they do" she grabbed my neck and slammed her lips on mine, I died and reincarnated, her lips against my, nothing could be as perfect as this, I lived a thousand lives in that moment,  I held her waist, I wanted to deepen the kiss, go on and on forever. But by the time I gathered the courage, she moved away.

"You still uncomfortable? " she asked turning around.

"That's not the word I would use" , uncomfortable ! What a joke, I wanted this to happen forever, to kiss the girl of my dreams, and when it happened, she thinks I was uncomfortable.

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We were in the car and she was being naughty, asking me when I learned to steal a car, and then trying to ask something else.

"What? " I asked when I couldn't take it anymore.

"Was this your last kiss since 1945?" seriously! This woman is crazy.

"That bad, huh?! " I said, I can't believe this is going that way, fine she didn't enjoy, I was too dumbfound to give her joys of kissing.

"I didn't say that" she said

"Well it kinda sounds like that what you're saying " I was annoyed with her now.

"No, I didn't. I was just wondering how much practice you had" Her voice was drawing me crazy, and so was anger, practice?! Why do I need practice to kiss the girl I love.

"I don't need practice " I said irritated.

"Everybody needs practice " she said.
Fine! I will say whatever you need to hear.

"It was not my first kiss since 1945.I'm 95 not dead" she lost her smirk as I said this and her face fell, but she quickly regained it.

"No one special though? " My heart cracked, the special one asking if I had some one special.

"Believe it or not, its hard to find some one with shared life experience "

"Well, that's alright, you just make something up" her whole life was a lie, a dangerous lie, that was destroying me, because that meant all my dreams were a lie.

"What, like you? " I said

"I don't know. The truth is a matter of circumstances, its not all things to all people all the time. And neither am I" her face changed from sad to smiling again.

"That's a tough way to live " Honestly

"Its a good way not to die though" she has surely been through alot to be here, I was judging her wrongly, being biased, she deserves a chance, Peggy was right.

"You know, its kind of hard to trust some one when you don't know who that person really is" Open up to me Natasha, open up, I am here to listen.

"Yeah" her face fell again, but quickly changed back to a smirk, "Who do you want me to be? "

Oh God, how should I reply now? I think baby steps should be taken for now, "how about a friend? " I said with a smile.

She seemed disappointed, was she expecting more?

"Well, there's a chance you might be in the wrong buisness Rogers"

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We barely survived a blast, Natasha was unconscious, I picked her up in my arms and rushed out of there. I rested her head on the front seat and quickly drove off, when we were safely away, I stopped the car and poured some water droplets on her face, rubbing her hands. She coughed and moved.

"Natasha? " I kept on rubbing her hands, "Are you fine? "

She opened her eyes and looked at me tenderly, my chest cut open at her faint smile.

"I'm fine Rogers, what would happen to me when I have Captain America by my side" such a naughty girl she is, I smiled at her and we drove off again, this time finding a proper shelter.

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I looked at Natasha sleeping by my side, so beautiful, so peaceful, she was my life, I don't know how much she understands my love for her, but she does and that's what's important, she accepted me so easily, she was being the perfect wife, and I was more then grateful. She would love me back one day, and even if she doesn't, I won't complain as long as she stays happy with me.

I traced her face with my finger, she opened her eyes.

"Sorry" I said, how stupid of me to disturb her pretty slumber.

"Its okay" she said sleepily, "come here" I got close to her, she hugged me, resting her head on my shoulder she fell asleep again. I held her tight and sighed. Nothing would come between us now. I sniffed her fragrance and entered the slumber myself.

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