And I said everyday if he survives then great but if he dies I know he died doing what he loved and I learned that kids with
moms or dads or both in the military we are not alone we go through the same things and being a
military brat taught me to never take anything for granted and to live everyday like its your last" I explained everyone clapped "and if it's okay dad I'd like to sing a song that I sing all the time" I said he nodded the music to been here all along started I started singing
"Sunrise and I lifted my head
Then I smile at your picture sitting next to my bed
Sunset and you're feeling okay
'Cause you smiled at the letter that I sent you today" I sang looking at my dad"And I can't wait 'til I see you again
And we'll both say remember when
The band played on the 4th of July
And you held me on your shoulders way up highYou're still there for me, wherever there might be"I sang
"And if an ocean lies between us
I'll send a message across the sea
That you can sleep tonight, knowing it's alright
I believe that you were listening to my song
You're with me, you've been here all along" I sang looking at my dad"Back then, you walked me to school
Told me to be careful and to followed the rules
Fast forward, you taught me to drive
You gave me the keys and we went for a ride
And I can't wait 'til I see you again
And we both say remember when
I'm holding on to moments like that
And I know that they're coming back""You're still there for me, wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us
I'll send a message across the sea
That you can sleep tonight, knowing it's alright
I believe that you were listening to my song
You're with me, you've been here all along""All along the way, I keep you in my heart and in my prayers
You'll always be the one who cares the most
Counting on the day I see you running out to say
I missed you, I missed you"I sang the rest of the song my dad and I hugged I was standing in front of Justin he pulled me into his lapWe hung out and ate cake then after that I helped my dad look at apartments he bought one then I went back to my house I fed Pablo then i walked upstairs and into
Justin's room i got a hoodie and took off my shirt and put his hoodie on over my head (pic above)
I grabbed pablos leash and put my glasses on and walked downstairs i put his leash on him and put my pumas on then
took him for a walk i walked for 30 minutes with my dad and pablo just catching up and talking then we walked back to the house and walked into the house and shut the
door and locked it i took the leash off him and took my shoes off and walked into the family room Justin was on the couch
watching i sat down next to him And laid my head on his shoulder my dad next on the other side of me and Pablo jumped on me and laid down in my lap we all watched a movie
2 weeks later I helped my dad unpack everything and helped him pick out furniture and stuff for his new apartment and I
even get my own room there i want to move in with my dad but i don't know how my mom will take it
"Mom what would you say if I wanted to move in with dad" i said "you can if that's what you want" she said
2 days later I packed everything up in boxes and moved in with my dad justin wasn't to happy but oh well he'll just have to get over it like my mom did
2 weeks later "dad can justin stay over" i shouted justin and i were sitting in my bed hanging out and talking i was wearing (pic above #2) "yeah but no funny business" he said i looked at justin "he's talking about you" i said "ugh baby i can't help it" he said and kissed me passionately then deepened