"Where are you going" "as far away from you as I can get" i said "why are you leaving" he says "you should be happy i won't be up your ass anymore" i said he didn't say anything "I DON’T EVEN WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU I SHOULD STAYED ON TOUR" he screamed angry
"SO WHAT YOUR SAYING IS YOU WANNA BREAK UP" i screamed he took a deep breath "YES MAYBE WE SHOULD" he said i walked passed him crying "no that's not what I'm saying i love you" he mumbled something
"babe" he says I ignored him i ran downstairs and outside to my car
I drove home I locked the door and ran inside and shut the door "mom" I cried "whats wrong" she said i hugged her and cried into her shoulder "justin and i broke up" i cried
Next morning
Justin's prov alfredo my friend came over banging on my door i let him in "Jesus what do you want" I snapped "whats wrong with you" he said "sorry dude I'm just a little out of it" i told him "what happened" he asked "i broke up with jade" i tried not to cry
"Why I thought you loved her you talked about marrying her" he said tears came down my face "i know we were fighting and I just kinda went off the deep end and I said it" i cried
2 years later
Back to me
Its been a year since I spoke to justin i moved out of my mom's house and I live in Calabasas It took me a year to move on from justin because are break up was all over everyone in the world
knew and my heart was completely shattered i was destroyed by millions of people who loved justin and everyone crumbled me up i buried my feelings for the longest time I took a year off and hid from the world i didn't leave my house for a year I released my new album last week and I'm on Ellen
The show begun i was wearing (pic above)
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"So the first guess I Wanna introduce is a very talented young lady who is now 19 and she is absolutely incredible she took 2 years off from the music world but is here today to talk about her new life and album Perfect please welcome Jade west" ellen says i walked out on stage waving the audience cheered i hugged ellen then we sat down in the chairs
"How are you doing" she said "i'm good" i said the audience stopped clapping "its been awhile " she said "yeah" i smiled "two years" she said i nodded "so why did you take a break did you kinda just say enough is enough and was done cuz that must have been hard" she asked
"Yeah well 2 years ago I was 17 I had or i thought I had everything, I was surrounded by good people in my little circle i was dating Justin Bieber i thought my life was complete and
when Justin and i broke up my heart was completely shattered i didn't leave my house for a year i was completely destroyed, not all by him, I loved him and i was hurt but it was more than that I was destroyed by the whole world, tabloids, paparazzi, beliebers millions of people who loved justin" i said "and that was hard for you" she said i nodded "what happened after that" she asked
"After everyone broke me i was in so much pain I couldn't do anything go anywhere i buried all my feelings inside of me and one day I said okay enough is enough and I broke all my feelings came out and I went to therapy its like a rehabilitation center" i said "so how long is it" she asked
"it's 2 months and they shut you off from the outside world i turned my phone completely off i turned my laptop off everything electronic when I was done i released all my feelings into this album" i said the audience clapped
"When we come back jade is gonna talk more" she said
....after commercial.....
"Were back with jade west" she said the audience clapped then stopped "its been a year since you have been seen by the public eye are you nervous or excited" she asked
