After church
We were in the car
"justin you need to pull your pants up" i said quietly with my head resting on his shoulder "why you don't like when my ass hangs out and you can see my boxers" he quietly said "no" i quietly and weakly said
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we all went back to Justin's grandparents house I was laying on the couch with jazzy justin covered us with a
blanket Then they all ate "are you ever gonna tell justin you wanna date him" jazzy says "no i'm not ready to tell him" i weakly said
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Justin and everyone else come into the room and sit down jazzy crawls on her dad and justin sits by my feet on the couch we opened the presents from justins grandparents and my mom because she's leaving tonight I even had a few to open justin gave me a little present i opened it, It was a J necklace with a note i unfolded the note
"Dear Peyton i love you so much I'm sorry i never told you that I have feelings for you I think I'm falling in love with you i never go a day with out thinking about or talking to you the days we spend together are like magic
i can't imagine life without you, you understand me more then i understand my self you dont care about the haters the fans sending you death threats you love me anyway
I love you and I hope you love me more than just as a friend I wanted to ask you if you would like to be my girlfriend " i read almost crying i was shocked
"i um i lo.....think I'm gonna be sick" i felt nausous i ran into the bathroom and threw up in the toliet twice
Justin's prov "that went well" i said "justin she loves you she told me she wants to date you but she told me not to tell you" jazzy says "then it's not because of me right it's because she's sick" i said "yeah" her mom said
Back to me
I puked twice more than flushed then stood up and walked over to the sink i washed my face and put a piece of gum in my mouth and walked out of the room and back to justin "are you okay" justin says
I shook my head "i would love to be your girlfriend and I would kiss you but I can't" i whined and ran back into the bathroom and threw up once i stopped for a while then threw up again
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I was laying on Justin's lap with the blanket over me i looked up at justin he was on his phone he looked at me "what baby" he said "i don't feel good" I whined "i know baby what can jay do" he asked "rub my tummy" i said he put his hand on my lower stomach and started rubbing it
Next morning
I woke up in bed with Justin i felt somewhat better than yesterday justin was sleeping i woke him up "merry Christmas" I said "merry Christmas" he said "Santa came" i gasped he laughed
"well let's go see what Santa brought" he said "do you feel better" he said "a little" i said "thats good" he says we got up and walked downstairs and into the family room
.... we opened our presents justin got me an outfit i got him a bracelet and shoes and a barney's new york gift card for 20,000 dollars
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New years eve 9 o'clock
I wasn't sick anymore and I wasn't going to kiss justin every time he tried to kiss me i backed away from him i want our first kiss to be at midnight i was wearing (pic above)
Justin's prov
"Mom is there something wrong with me" i said "no why" she said "every time I try to kiss Peyton she moves away" i said "maybe she wants it to be special" she said "what do you mean" i asked "maybe she wants to wait for midnight" "oh maybe" i said and stood up and walked over to Peyton she was talking to chaz and Ryan and Christian "hey" chaz says "hey" i said
Back to me
Justin wraps his arm around my waist "what are you guys talking about" he said "um why you jealous" i said he chuckled "no" he said "are you guys dating" Ryan asked i looked at justin "yeah" he said
Midnight "happy new year" we cheered justin and i kissed our first kiss ever and it was magical
