"yeah I need it cut it hasn't been cut since I was eight" i said
"its beautiful don't cut it" he said "but it's to long" i said
I finished brushing my hair then tossed the brush back to him i put my hair in a ponytail then walked over to him and sat down on the bed
put his hand on my hip i winced in pain he let go "what" he said
worried i looked at him and slowly pulled his shirt that I was wearing up and showed him the bruise he put his hand gently on it
"oh my god" he said "did he do this" he asked i nodded he gently placed his lips on the bruise and gently kissed it
it made me feel better he pulled away he looked at me "he did other stuff but I can't really show you lets just say
there not pretty to look at" i said and put down the shirt i sighed and sat down on the bed "whats wrong" he said "nothing anymore"
i said "come on you can tell me" he said "its just every time I look at my body i feel used and worthless
like that's what I'm meant to be just someone's sex toy and i hate my body and i can't sleep at night because
i'm scared he will find me and do something else something worse
i'm breaking inside i'm in pain and no one's and he got away with that for eight years
and what about my family are they looking for me
and i reel like no guy will ever like me because
of what happened to me I might
never be able to have sex the way I thought it was supposed to be special and with someone you love and for me i hated it i hated being forced i hated him i hated being exposed it was
the worst thing that I could have possibly been through i hated the feeling, I wanted to throw up, i can't sleep by myself
but I can't sleep with anyone i have anxiety if someone touches me" i cried
i sobbed into his shoulder he hugged me tight i felt safe not in danger for the first time in my life justin laid down
with me i flinched and looked at him "relax i promise I won't hurt
you just lay with me I'll protect you" he said and for some reason I trusted him I've never trusted anyone in my life since
I was kidnapped i relaxed a little and laid
my head on his chest he wrapped his arms around me i relaxed a lot more and started to feel comfortable i wrapped my arms around his waist and
slowly drifted off to sleep
Next morning we head to California
1 hour later
We were an hour from where we started "thank you for everything" i said "you don't have to thank me
i'm happy to help" he said "okay but you should
of picked out make up" i said "why your beautiful with out make up
1 year later
I was wearing (pic above #1) and I have been living with Justin for a year I'm happy maybe for the first time in a long time hes amazing
after I was rescued by him I found out my mom and Dad had a baby a year after I went missing that shocked me
but then I found out my mom and dad and sister died in a car accident i found my brother i reunited with him
and it was amazing I feel safe in Justin's arms he tells me I'm beautiful and I'm worthy
of something greater than he can give something that matters in the world I'm beautiful I'm amazing he tells me those things and we're not dating were just friends but he's my best friend
1and I look up to him because he's the first person I trusted when it felt like eternity trapped in that house.
We were sitting on the couch next to each other " I want you to hear this song I wrote about a girl its call fall" he said and played it
after it was over i smile "whose your inspiration for writing" i asked "you" he said "that song is about me" i asked he nodded
"its hot lets go swimming" i said changing the subject "okay pool or beach" he said "what about paparazzi they've never seen us
together you've kept me a secret from them" i said "we should not keep our friendship a secret anymore i don't want to" he said "okay so beach" i said we got up and walked
upstairs i walked into my room and he walked into his room i shut my door and changed into my bathing suit and got a towel
and justin knocked on the door i opened it and we walked downstairs and outside "carry me" i said "hop on" he said i hopped
on his back and wrapped my arms around his neck he held my thighs for support and he carried me all the way to the beach
then put me down we set down our stuff "come in the water" he said holding his hand out i grabbed it and he pulled me into
the water we went deeper and deeper into the waves until the water was up to our torso there was a big wave coming i jumped into Justin's arms and wrapped my arms around his neck
"whats wrong" he asked "i'm scared" i said "oh don't worry I got you" he said and jumped over the wave holding me
"don't let go" i said "i won't let go" he said smirking "i'm serious i swear to god if you even tr- " he let go
i was under water i came up "you asshole" i said angry and walked towards shore
i got to our stuff and wiped my face with the towel i got my vision back "I'm so-" i interrupted
"no justin don't apologize just go back in the water by yourself" i said and sat down on Justin's towel "please just come back" he said
