Tears came down my face he wiped them "why couldn't they be together" he asked " because they would always fight but it wasn't like arguing it was
more i want to fuckin hurt you right now and get the fuck out and I hate your fuckin family i'm gonna kill everyone of them" i said "oh my god" he said "yeah but it hurt when they missed all that stuff like my mom missed
everything you know how mom's are supposed to be there when you you know become a woman" i said "your period?" He asked
"well that too but I meant my first bra she didn't take me to get it my nany did and then my period i told my nany first not my mom my nany" i told him "at least it's better than going bra shopping with your dad right" he said
"I guess but I've never been close with my mom or my family i mean growing up you were the only one I trusted because I never met you but I
knew you would never hurt me but then when sofia came along and you defended her over your beliebers i broke i was really upset that you replaced us with her so I stopped caring" i said
"You can still trust me i didnt hurt you sofia did" he said
10 minutes later
We were just cuddling looking at the ocean view he had his arm wrapped around my neck i was still wearing his jacket it was unzipped i looked up at justin "what time is it" i asked him quietly he looked at his phone
"11" he said "can we just stay here forever" i whispered "no but we should head back" he said "no i don't want to leave" i said "we should" he said and unwrapped his arm from around my neck i looked to my left it was
something that was really gross i screamed and rolled over into Justin's arms he wrapped his arm around me i stared at him he was just looking at me i
wanted to kiss him so bad eww that's my stepbrother I stopped looking at him i got up "why did you scream" he said "look to your left" i said he did he got scared and stood up instantly
"what the fuck is that" he says "i don't know but I don't want to find out" i said he grabbed my hand and ran down the hill we started walking Back to the house we walked for an hour and a half then i put my shoes on and we
went back to the house and opened the door and walked into the house and shut the door and locked it i let go of his hand "do you want your jacket back" i asked "no you can keep it" he said i walked upstairs justin followed me and grabbed my waist and squeezed it i giggled "justin" i said i walked into my room and justin walked into his i changed into (pic above) then we watched a movie
6 months later
I got home from school at 4 wearing (pic above #3) it's now 8 it's Friday and I'm now wearing (pic above #4)
I've been dating this kid Austin for 1 month his name is Austin he is super cool and nice but there's only one problem i don't like him i like Justin
So right now me Austin Justin chaz fredo and ryan Justin's friends are hanging out in the basement playing truth or dare "Jessica truth or dare" fredo says "dare" i said "i dare you to kiss justin" he said i looked at justin then looked at Austin then looked at Fredo "no" i said "you have to its a dare" he said
"I fuckin hate you" i said and stood up and walked over to justin i bent over and kissed him pasionately for a couple minutes "ok you can let go now" Austin said we pulled away "okay your turn" Austin said i sat back down on the ground "um yeah okay justin truth or dare" i said feeling the
awkwardness "truth" he said "if you could date one person in this room who would it be" i asked "uh you oviously i ain't gay" he said "okay it's your turn" i said "alfredo truth or dare" justin says "dare" he said "i dare you to get a
tampon and stick it in your mouth" he said we started laughing he did the dare then he said "Jessica truth or dare" "dare" i said "i dare you to give justin a lap dance" he said "hell no" i said
"you have to its a dare" he said i rolled my eyes and got up and walkedover to justin and gave him a lap dance he moaned accidentally i stopped "oops that wasn't supposed to happen" he said "um im gonna go" i said and ran away i walked upstairs and into my room and shut the door i started crying i can't like Justin i just can't but I do and I don't know why but I do
Justin's prov
"Nice going" Austin said "shut up bro she doesn't even like you" i snapped "she doesn't" Austin said "no" i said he got up and walked out of the house and slammed the door behind him "i'm an idiot" i said "no you're not" chaz says "i moaned to my fucking stepsister giving me a lap dance" i said
"You like her" Ryan says "no" i said "yeah you do" he said "alright fine yes I do" i said "but she doesn't like me" i added "ask her" fredo says
Back to me
"Ask me what" i said they all looked at me "where's Austin" i said "i told him you didn't like him" justin said "you did what" i snapped "i'm sorry" he said "yeah what ever" i said
"do you like Justin" Chaz says i was texting Austin he said I'm breaking up with you I looked up "um what" i said "do you like Justin" he repeated i looked down at my phone and kept texting "um yeah" i said not paying attention
"Um what the fuck look what you did" i said showing justin the texts "i was gonna break up with him" i said "you like Justin like you know that shit" Ryan said "yeah sure" I said "really" justin said "yeah i like Justin So what" i said
He kissed me passionately deepenedthe kiss then i pulled away "what" i whispered "um i" he said i sat up on my knees and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him pasionately then deepened the kiss
