"I'm overwhelmed with emotions i'm good i'm ready i'm healthy and happy and excited for the future" i said "do you ever think you and justin will ever get make together is that a hope for you" she asked "i'm not 100 percent over him
i think I'm over just it being a big deal normal people their break up isn't on TV isn't on twitter or instagram they can break up and be done, with us it's constantly replaying and i think
I'm gonna get dragged into his life more then i want to" i replied "what do you mean by that" she asked "when he's dating someone the tabloids are gonna be like jade is so disappointed in
Justin's behavior for dating so and so" i said "would you care" she said "i don't care who he dates as long as he's happy i just want him to be happy if he's happy then I'm happy" i said they clapped
"and does he gave alot to play into the album" she said "yes" i said she held up the album "explain the cover" she said "the girl is me and the guy is justin that's a photo alfredo Justin's friend took when we were in the studio dancing" i said "so do you still love him" she asked
"um i think it's different now, I still have feelings for him i haven't let go i still keep the things he gave me i still wear his hoodie's and shirts he left at my house and I know I need to let go but I can't something is holding me back from excepting that we aren't together" i explained
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" here she is again Jade West singing her number one song perfect" ellen says the stage doors opened i was wearing (pic above #1) the music started i started singing
"You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive" i sang i finished the song
After show
One week later I was wearing (pic above) i was in my room when I was thinking of something I got a box and walked into my closet i started put stuff that justin bought me in the box Khloe kardashian my friend
comes up and into the closet "what are you doing" she asked "it's time to let go" i said and finished putting his 2 shirts and 1 hoodie he left in the box i taped it up with duct tape "are you sure you want to do this" she asked i let out a big breath i nodded and walked
downstairs we left i went to Justin's house i pulled into the driveway and parked and got out i grabbed the bix in my hand and shut the door and locked it i walked up to his door i let out a big shaking breath
i knocked on the door Justin answered "Jade" he said surprised "hi" i said "what are you doing here" he asked "i came to give you your stuff back" i said
"Do you want to come in" he said "sure I guess" i said he let me in then shut the door "so how are you" i asked him "um alright i guess I don't talk much anymore" he said "neither do I" i said i set the box on the counter he opened it "there's a hoodie missing" he said
"what do you mean" i asked "you know the one the gray thrasher hoodie" he said "that's your hoodie i wear it when I'm cold" i whispered "then keep it" he said "i don't want to keep your stuff we're not dating anymore
so what's the point" i said "why did we break up?" He asked "you said that's what you wanted" i said "i know what I said but I didn't mean it ok i messed up and I never fought for you because I didn't know how" he cried
"i have to go" I said and walked passed him crying "wait" we said i turned around "don't you miss me" he whispered i nodded "then give me a second chance i promise you you won't regret it" he said i saw the sadness in his eyes "okay.........one chance" i said he smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up i wrapped my
arms around his neck and legs around his waist he kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then licked my bottom lip for entrance I excepted and opened my mouth he moved his tongue around my mouth we made out for a while
