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Jordyn's POV
I woke up with no one by my side. He left. I should have known everyo-
"Usually, i be smoking dope up wit some bad bitches". My thoughts were interrupted by a Nate's voice, humming though the hallways of my house.
I threw the sheets from over me and ran down the stairs. The smell of bacon instantly filled my nose as i saw Nate standing over the stove. Without any restraint, i ran up behind him and wrapped my arms around his torso.
I felt him jump.
"Whoa! Shit! Lil ma, you can't be scaring the fuck outta me like that. I almost hit you with the damn skillet!" i giggled , sitting on the counter.
Nate's POV
She unwrapped her little arms from around me, her smile shining brighter than ever.
"You know, you should really smile more often". She blushed and ran her fingers down her tattooed arms. Each of which made her even more beautiful.
"Thank you". Her voice was soft and quiet, almost a whisper.
"For what, princess?". Her legs rocked back and for until she eventually hopped down off the counter.
"For staying with me. I honestly thought you left me this morning and i was ready to go down to your work and beat the living shit outta you". She tried to looked mad, but she was one smirk away from smiling.
"Baby Girl, i just wanted some food". She shrugged and walked out to her backyard, i turned off the stove and followed her.
Sitting next to her on the rusty porch swing, i wrapped my arm around her, pulling her into my chest. Her feet were up to my chest, her eyebrows furrowed like she was thinking.
"By the way, we aren't open on the weekends". I nudged her softly and she remained still silent.
She sat up very suddenly, walking the the furthest corner of her yard. She moved a potted plant and took a small box from under it. It was a dark brown with golden engravings on it. Jordyn then walked back over and sat beside.
"You smoke?" a smirk played softly on her lips.
Hell mother fuckin yea.
"Just a lil".
"A little? Okay". She opened the box to reveal all types of weed.
"Well damn. Roll me a fat one then".
I watched as she blew o's, giggling like all her problems were gone. But even the strongest weed can't hide the pain in your eyes when you're hurt.
"Nate?"
"Yes princess?" uneasiness settled in her eyes.
"Where's your family". There it goes.
"Uh. My family is in Omaha. I came here with my friends, we all got jobs at the unit place. I guess we just wanted a new scenery, if that's how you would put it". She nodded as an awkward silence fell between both of us.
"So what's the plan for the day?"
"Oh. Um. Have to fun some errands". Good excuse for me to spend the whole day with her.
"Good. I'll cone with". She straighted up coughing wildly.
"Um. No Nate. I need to go alone".
Jordyn's POV
I saw the little bit of disappointment in his eyes. As much fun as I've have, although he's made me so happy for a reason i cant fucking understand, i had to do this alone.
"Oh, right. I should get going then".
"Nate". I called out for him but he was already inside, getting his things together.
I folded my legs up to my chest as i heard the door slam shut. All the memories cane flooding back all at once.
Quickly running into my house and out the front door,i ran up to Nate's SUV just as he shut the door. I saw his sign as he rolled down the window.
"What do you-" i interrupted him and reached through the window and pulled him into a hug, a tear sliding down my cheek. And he hesitated, but eventually hugged back, hugging me even tighter.
"By Nate". I whispered quickly before i ran back slamming the door and sliding to the floor before it.
I ran my fingers through my hair, trying to catch my breath.
I can do this.
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"Why hello there, princess". He played with the tips of my hair, twisting them around his fingers.
"Don't call me that". I gritted few words through my teeth. Spit flying outta my mouth and onto his crisp suit.
"What. Only he can say that". I remained silent as his ran his hands through his black hair and wiping the sweat from his head. "Well. Common. You know the drill". I slipped all of my cloths off as he did the same. His fingers making their way up and down My skin.
"You're such a beautiful girl. We shouldn't let your beauty go to waste". He whispered quietly in my ear, grasping my breast as tears streamed down my face.
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Everything was silent. Nothing but the sound of dripping water filled my ears as i sat in the tub, trying to wipe the filthiness from my skin. I rubbed and rubbed until my skin red. I through the wash cloth across the tun. Holding back even more tears. But everytime I closed my eyes, all i could remember was his playing with the ends of my hair. Disgusted with my self, i hopped out of the tub and headed towards my cabinet, searching for a pair of scissors.
Nate's POV
"Common baby. What more could you want". Her words slurred sexually and i quickly pushed a random blonde shick off my lap.
"Nate, really? She was just a girl. You said it yourself, you just wanted to fuck. That's all. No strings attached". Sammy stuck his blunt back in his mouth, Stass right beside him.
"Yea man. You cant really like her". Johnson was now focused on the blonde that was just trying to fuck me.
Hoe.
"I don't". I dont fall for girls. Its not my thing. I just smash, maybe crash, then leave. But couldn't shake her from my head. Her soft skin rubbing against mine. The way her hair flowed down her back. I loved when she would bite her lip to hide a smile, or try to hold back her smile everytime i make a smart comment.
She was just a tease.
She was brutally honest, not afraid to speak her mind but quiet about everything. She acted shy when i could tell all she wanted to do was blurt something out. She's so cute and innocent, but then cold hearted and freaky.
She is my definition of beauty.
But its obvious she doesn't feel the same about me. She's was too good for me.
I stood and grabbed the blonde tightly by her wrist and dragged her into the house, the boys whistling in the background.
"Oo. I like it rough Nate". She tried acting sexual bit she just came off as disgusting.
"Don't call me that". She smirked as i threw her on my bed.
"Okay, daddy". I rolled my eyes and cringed at her words, guzzling down half the bottle of vodka.
I wouldn't do this is i was sober.
But i would feel guilty if i was.
