Jordyn's POV
"Isabelle, what are you doing here. And with Cameron?'' They both looked at each other nervously, neither one making a sound.
''Wait, Jordyn. You know Isabelle?'' Looking at Cameron confused, I realize that I never did tell him about her. Hell, they could have known each other longer than I have.
''Yes, Cameron. She's my little sister''. Suddenly, Cameron looked at Izzy, Izzy, looked at me, I looked at Cameron. And Derek, he was just watching all the shit go down like it was watching a reality tv show.
''Little sister? She's older than you, Jordyn. Are you sure you don't have her confused with someone else?'' I nodded even more skeptical. I looked down at their interlocked hands, Isabelle was squeezing his hand so hard, her knuckles were turning white.
''Cameron? How old did she say she was''. Isabelle looked away, biting her bottom lip and nervously.
''Um, 20''. My eyes widened s I looked at her, she was trying to avoid eye contact but wasn't doing a very good job of it. ''Yeah, and she's in collage. Right?'' He signaled towards her but she didn't respond as she pulled her hand away and wrapped her arms around herself.
''Collage? Cameron, she hasn't even graduated high school!'' He jumped back, giving her an absolute look of horror. But her face stood still as if she had no mercy. ''She is a 17 year old senior in high school. She was supposed to be at her friends tonight''. Cameron took another step back from her but she just rolled her eyes and cocked her hips, not giving 2 fucks.
''Bu-but-''
''Oh save it Cameron,'' Isabelle yelled loudly so now the whole restaurant staff was looking at us, pretending not to be eavesdropping on the conversation. ''You can't honestly think that I liked you. I've just been going through so much shit and I just needed one good fuck. And you were just too gullible''. Cameron stood there for a moment, then suddenly ran out of the building, angry.
''What the hell, Isabelle. You are 17 fucking years old-''
''Don't even pull that shit on me!'' You can't give any life lessons right now. A couple of hours ago you were just snuggled up to some guy on the couch, ready to fuck him. And now you're here, making this dude think that he actually has a chance with you. You act like I don't hear anything. You are leading 3 guys on at the same time. Some example of a big sister you are''. I sat there, stunned. She was right. I had been leading them all on and she was right. What kind of example was I being. I'm a horrible person. ''Ill find my own way home. Don't wait up''. She turned on her heels an walked out of the restaurant.
''Isabelle, wait!'' I yelled for her but she didn't once look back. Giving up, I took a deep breath and back at Derek His smiled was faded and a hard look was on his face. ''Derek, I can expl-''
''Don't bother. 3 guys? Really? Can you stop being a hoe for just one day?'' He stormed out of the restaurant and left me there, speechless, with strangers watching to see what was going to happen next. But nothing is going to happen next. It over. I ruined it with everybody and non of them want anything to do with me. And that isn't so surprising. Everyone always leaves, and I'm just that replaceable.
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''I just don't get it, Cam. Why is life so fucked up?'' He shook his head and skipped another rock on the water. Playing with the ends of the grass, I began to wander. ''What if this is all just a dream and one day we will wake up and everything will be perfect? No mistakes, no regrets''. Sighing, Cameron sat beside me. Looking at the lake in front of us. It was 8 in the morning. Isabelle was MIA and I didn't know what to do. I don't know where she would even be.
''That world would be perfect right now. I mean, maybe than I wouldn't have been fucked over''. I nodded thinking about Nate.
''In my perfect world, I would be with Nate,'' Cameron looked to the ground, not saying anything. ''We would be a happy with a big family with lots of kids running around. I wouldn't get tired of that. Waking up to the one you loved. If only he loved me back tough''. Cameron looked at me, and just stared like a creep. His eyes were big, brown and soft though. I never really noticed how attractive Cameron was. I never really thought about him actually. He was sweet, kind, goofy. I could talk to him about my feelings without ever being embarrassed. Shaking my head of the thought, I push it all back with the thoughts of Aaron.
''Wanna go to my house? Maybe?'' Cameron was squinting, the sun blinding him. but I could still see his bright smiled, radiant as ever. ''Just watch some movies. I don't want to to be alone and your the person I want to be around right now''. My cheeks felt flushed. Probably because of the heat, but I shrugged. Why not.
''I got fake people showing fake love to me straight up to my face!'' Cameron was screaming over the radio, like we get it. The love of his life is Drake.
''Shut up!''
''Never!'' Cameron screamed in my face before cutting the engine, I couldn't help but laugh. ''Now come on, we're going to watch the who Divergent series''. I groaned and rolled my eyes playfully getting out of his car.
''Nice set up, Dallas''. Cameron apartment was a decent size, and strangely clean.
''Thank you, Just make yourself comfortable anywhere''. I nodded as he searched for his remote. ''Okay''. He plopped down beside me on his couch and pressed play.
Lets just say I got bored halfway through the movie.
''Hey Cameron?''
''Yea''. He mumbled quietly, his eyes still focused on the movie. ''What exactly did you see in my sister''. He sighed and paused the movie. He rolled over a lay right next to me.
''Jordyn. I just. I don't know. I guess she just reminded me of someone that I could never get''. Cameron? not able to get a girl? ''And I know what your thinking. Cameron? Not able to get a girl when he's the biggest hoe on the planet. Yeah, well. This girl is different. She's, special''. I smiled at him largely. He had a crush.
''Wait, wait, wait! Who is this girl?'' He looked a bit hesitant but got closer to me, our faces inches apart.
''You, Jordyn. I really like you. But, you like someone else''. He looked down, disappointed and I couldn't help but feel something. Nothing like Nate. But something.
''Cameron-''
''I know, I know. It's stupid because a girl like you would never go for a guy like me but-'' I interrupted him by crashing my lips into his. I couldn't help it. I knew it was wrong but something just told me different.
''Jordyn''. Cameron pulled away from the kiss, breathing heavily. ''Are you just doing this out of pity?'' I shook my head, cause I honestly didn't know. ''Jordyn, tell me if you want me to stop''. I nodded my head at a loss of word as he reconnected our lips, quickly stripping me of my cloths. His lips soon left mine and traveled down to my collar bone, sucking on my sweet spot until I let a moan escape my lips.
Smirking, he left a trail of sloppy wet kisses down my torso then stopped. Opening my legs and getting between them. Cameron stared at me while kissing my thighs, leaving me to want more.
''Cameron!'' He smirked as I screamed his name. ''Common, stop teasing me''. I was suddenly in awe as he pulled out his member. I was much bigger than Aaron. Seeing this, by face flushed red and Cameron stopped. ''Have you..?" I nodded.
''It's just.. Big''. He chuckled, blushing a little has he leaned down to me and whispered,
''Ill be gentle, baby girl''.
