Jordyn's POV
I fumbled with my food as Nate and Shawn made conversation. Looking over at Isabelle, I could see her basically drooling over him. But his eyes never landed on her.
''Hey babe, are you okay?'' You barley touch your food''. I looked down at my plate, noticing it was still full. ''And don't even lie and tell me you aint hungry cause you always are. So whats wrong?" Shaking my head, I stood up, pushing my plate away from me.
''Nothing, I'm just feeling a little sick. I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick''.
''Okay, baby girl, just tell me if you need anything''. I rushed to the downstairs bathroom and leaned over the sink. My eyes looked dead and my hair was a mess. Why does Shawn want me? I want Nate, and that's it. Giving myself a pep talk, I flushed the toilet and ran the sink to make it look like I went to the bathroom, then I went back out.
''Jordyn, your back''. Shawn towered over the kitchen counter with a knife, ready to cut the cheesecake as Nate cleared the table. ''Good, we were just about to cut the cheesecake. I sat down next to Izzy, who was texting away on her phone. She was probably bragging to her friends back in LA about eating with Shawn Mendes.
''So Izzy, what ya doing''. She sigh, setting her phone down next to her.
''Uh. I'm just talking to Madalyn''. I saw her glance up at Shawn.
''Is everything okay?"
''Yeah. Hes just not as I expected. He doesn't even glance at me. Hes nice and everything, but am I doing something wrong?'' I shook my head, only wishing she actually knew the other side of him.
''No, no Izzy. Maybe he just isn't interested or has feelings for someone else. But you are perfect and one day you are gonna find someone that truly loves you and wont even take their eyes off you. Don't even sweat it. Cause trust me, you can do way better''. She rolled her eyes and went to the table.
''Here we go''. Nate set down a slice of cheesecake in front of me then kissed me on the top of my head.
''Thanks Nate''. Shawn sat down across from me, smirking suspiciously. Taking his watch off and setting it down, I wondered what he was up to.
After we finished eating, Shawn waved good bye and left.
''Well that was fun''. As I rinsed the dishes, Nate loaded them into the dishwasher.
''Yeah''. I could see Nat glancing at me out of the corner of my eyes but I just kept rinsing the dishes.
''Hey Jordyn'', Izzy jogged down the steps with a duffel bag on her shoulder. ''Could to drive me to my friends house".
"I'll take you, Jordyn isn't feeling well". Nate dried his hands and picked up the car keys.
"Nate it's fi-"
"It's okay princess". Kissing my cheek, Nate walked out the door, waving me goodbye.
I looked around the empty apartment noticing something shiny on the table. Looking closer, I realized it was Shawn's watch, the one he had taken off earlier.
I picked it up, looking at all the diamonds on it, sparkling. It was beautiful. I clutched the watch tightly in my fist and walk towards the door, headed over to Shawn's apartment.
"Jordyn?" Shawn smiled, opening the door. "What are you doing here?"
"Um, you forgot your watch. I looked pretty expensive so I figured i should return it". He stepped aside as I hesitantly made my way inside.
"Thank you, I had completely forgotton about it". He took the watch from me and examined it, throwing it onto his couch.
He place was just like ours but all black and white. Formal.
"Oh, I should be going". I turned to the door as Shawn suddenly grabbed my arm and spun me back towards him.
"No, Jordyn. Stay". His eyes were dark. Something I had only seen once, with Nate.
"Shawn, I really need toget home-" Shawn pushed me against the wall, I tried to break free but he was too strong.
"Shawn!" He covered my mouth, slipping out of his jeans.
"I told you Jordyn. I want you. So I'm gonna take you". He threw me on the couch, stripping me of my cloths. Tears streamed down my face as 8 cried out I horror. But no one could.
I cried harder and harder as Shawn thrustes into me. My body went numb and I stayed still, he was too strong.
Once he was finished with me, he threw me and my cloths out the front door, telling me I was a whore.
I ran home and pushed my tattered hair and sloppy make up off my face which was swollen from tears.
I grabbed my phone, my hands shaking, and called Nate.
"Hey baby girl"
"Nate". My voice was soft, all you could hear were my sobs.
"Jordyn- what's going on?" Fear was in his voice.
"Sha-shawn"
"What did he do baby girl?"
"H-he ra-raped me".
The line went dead.
I sobbed into the phone.
"Nate! Nate? Baby?" I threw my phone across the room, cracking the screen against the window.
I sat on the floor for hours, wondering how this happened. Why?
Suddenly, the door burst open and Nate walked in covered in dirt. He ran towards me and engulfed me in his arms.
"I'm am so sorry, princess". Tears streamed down his face, clutching tighter to me.
"Nate, just, stay with me, please". He nodded and sat on the grind next to me, my body in his arms.
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Nate has kept me inside the house for the last few weeks since everything with Shawn. Said he wanted to keep me safe. He stayed inside too.
We never did file a police report either, Nate said they never made a different for a case like mine. So I trusted him.
I still feel Shawn on my skin. I can feel his hands clutching ontomy skin, leaving red marks. I feel dirty. I can't shake the thought of how helpless I was.
But I haven't heard from Shawn. He probably doesn't want to speak on it.
"Here you go Jordyn". Nate kissed my head, setting a plate of eggs and bacon on front of ne. "Enjoy". I forced a smile as he walked away, as I pushed around my eggs. I didn't want to eat. Everything reminds me. I gagged, pushing the plate away from me.
Suddenly I heard a knock on the door.
"I'll get it". Nate raced to the door and opened it. To my surprise, there were two officers therr.
"Nathan Maloley?"
"Yea?"
"You are under arrest for the murder of Shawn Mendes".
