Nate's POV
I drove down the road on the way to the Jacks' house. They were having a party tonight and i just need 2 or 3 bad bitches to get my mind off Jordyn.
She won't respond to my text, won't except my calls. Hell, i even went by her house but she wouldn't answer the door.
I want her so bad. I just want to hear her voice. I miss her smart comments, and they way she would attach herself to me. She was a bitch; but she's my bitch.
I continued driving, stopping at a red light. Fake Love played on the radio and my fingers tapped on the steering wheel.
I looked out the window, her laugh replaying through my mind, almost as if she was here. I looked out the window. A couple was sitting next to me on a motorcycle. She was laughing with her arms wrapped around his waist. He was faced straight ahead, but you could see him laughing in the darkness.
That should me and Jordyn. She should be laughing and hugging me tightly as we ride off into the night. They quickly sped off as the light turned green, their bike fading off into the darkness of the night.
Honk!
I sped off, headed towards Jack's house.
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The house was crowed and the smell of weed and booze filled the air. My people.
I walked around, not recognizing many people.
"Hey man!" sammy walked up to me, his arm wrapped around Stass, the other holding a bottle of liquor. They were goals as fuck to be honest.
"Hey". The smell of vodka played heavily on his lips, i could smell it from a mile away. Damn, drunk already.
"Dude, why so bummed?" i stood quiet, ready to get drunk and just forget it all. "Are you really still hung up on Jordyn! Dude. She is just a fucking girl. You can get anyone you fucking want". I rolled my eyes and walked away.
I dont want another girl. I want her. I need her. She's like a drug i can't shake. Her body was memorizing, i would do anything to hold her in my arms right now.
"Nate. Funny seeing you here", a familiar brunette stood in front of me. "Long time no see".
"Tanner?" the girl who tore me apart stood there, the hand cocked on her hip. I gazed into her eyes as all the painful memories came flashing through my mind once more.
"Well who else would it be, silly". She batted her eyelashes.
"What are you doing here". She stepped closer, our faces inches apart.
"I came for you, daddy". She tugged at my collar. I wanted to pull back, but the closer she got, the further the memories went from my mind.
Suddenly, her lips pressed to mine, the familiar taste of strawberries played on her lips.
"You know you want me Nate". I nodded my head, giving in, as i pulled her closer and took her i to a random room.
Jordyn who?
Jordyn's POV
"So what is this place?" i stared at the blue lake glistening in the darkness. I could feel Wyatt looking at me but a didn't look back.
"This, is um, a lake i guess. It was blocked off a couple years back because a kid drowned. But i still come here", his voice was soft and gentle. "I just can't forget a place with so many memories". Wyatt's voice because unsteady and i could tell he was holding back tears.
"What happened". I now looked at him, his eyes watery and his face pale. He just shrugged his shoulders.
"Maybe I'll tell you another time, but i dont tell strangers my secrets". He laughed and wiped his tears as i playfully hit his arm.
"Oh, so im a stranger now?" he nodded as a comfortable silence fell upon up.
Minutes passed and nothing was said. The sound of crickets filles my ears and everything was peaceful. And for the first time since i stopped talking to Nate, everything felt right.
"This is beautiful". Wyatt's laughed filled the air. What the hell? I looked at him, confused, playing with the grass between me fingers.
"Not as beautiful as you". I laughed at his cheesy joke as he started to snort.
"Oh my gosh, i hate you so much". He shook his head, still laughing at himself.
"Nope. You looooovvvveee me". I rolled my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder.
As the night went on, our laughter faded and my eyes got heavier. I yawned, laying next to Wyatt in the grass, my head in the crook of his next and his arm around my body.
He cleared his throat. "We should get going". I nodded, sitting up. I looked down at my phone and saw it was 3:52 am. Shit, i all felt like minutes.
He smiled at me realizing my confusion.
"Like they say, time flies when your having fun". I smiled as my cheeks heated up. He was so corny it hurt.
"Lets just go".
I hopped on the back of his motorcycle, wrapping my arms tightly around his torso. He smelled so good. I smiled to myself as the engine roared and we pulled off.
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"Take a left here". He nodded as we came upon my house. The lights were out and the neighborhood was quiet.
As we came to a stop, i pulled my helmet off and handed it to him.
We stood there a minute just looking at each other until he finally spoke up.
"Hey. Mind if i crash here tonight? It's after four and i need to take you to get car in the morning anyway". His deep chuckle was soft and i nodded my head, gesturing him to follow me inside.
I slammed the door behind him, and he jumped a little. I smiled and laughed as he tried to play it off.
"I didn't jump, i was dancing". He tapped his feet to an imaginary bear.
"Okay. Im done. I just need sleep". He rubbed his dark eyes and smirked down at me.
"Fine", i yawned and lead him upstairs. "Here's the guest room". He nodded and walked around the room.
He sat on the edge of the bed and thanked me.
"No problem. If you need anything, I'm right across the hall". He nodded and stripped down to his checkered boxers. Damn.
I left the room and went into my parents room. I haven't been able to sleep anywhere else. I took off my pants and shirt and slipped on a big shirt that was once my father's.
I slipped under the covers, the smell of vanilla now faded.
I lay, restless. Thinking about everything going in my life. My sister, Nate. Him. Oh Nate. I miss him. My stomach churned at the thought of him. My heart hurt.
I tried to clear my mind just as much phone buzzed.
From: Aa
New boy toy? How cute. But don't forget about me baby girl
I tear slipped down my face, i could see the smirk on his face. I looked around, feeling unsafe. I took deep breathes, slowly popping another pill in my mouth.
As my breath slowed, i stood up and make my way to the guest room. I stood in the doorway, staring at him. His hair was messing and little snores came from his mouth. I pulled the end of my long shirt down as much as i could before i walked over to him.
I shook him awake, and he looked as me confused.
"Jordyn, are you okay?" he sat up quickly, worry filling his face.
"Yea, im fine. Just a little uneasy right now". He nodded his head as if he understood.
He scooted over and pulled me down next to him. My little body was cupped in his and his strong arm wrapped around me. As good as this felt, as safe as he made me feel, Nate was the only one on my mind.
