Goodbye Darling.

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We sat there starring at each other waiting for his next words carefully. "We, well we um..." He sputtered and stammered trying to find the words to not make his mom angry but he was failing miserably.

"What he means to say is, we've had sex once." I began saving the day but everyone could tell by the speed of my heart monitor that I was freaking out inside, while in Xavier's case you could read it all over his face. He didn't expect me to just come right out and tell his mother that we were having sex. "But, he wore protection, and we are waiting until marriage to do that again." I said with a gulp now looking down at my hands. Having a discussion about my sex life with my future mother in law was unbelievably and terribly wrong and uncomfortable on so many levels that it made no since.

When I finally looked up she was starring daggers at Xavier instead of me before finally turning to me with sad eyes. "I'm disappointed in you both but especially you," she said as she directed her attention back to Xavier. "You're a bad influence on her and you have been for a while I was just hoping it wouldn't end like this." She said with a sad shake of the head. "What about your purity ring, what are you going to do with it?" She directed the question at me and she had the same look as before on her face as she spoke, I was stunned speechless at the fact that she wasn't trying to kill me that I couldn't talk. "Of course I'll have to tell your father what you two have done so that he can reclaim the ring." She began and my heart sunk to the soles of my feet.

"Oh no please you can't, you mustn't." I began begging once I found the courage to speak. Her head snapped to me then and her expression was puzzled, I swallowed back all of my fear and focused on her not telling my father. "If you tell either of my parents they will call off the engagement, along with disown me and have me fend for myself." I explained further while trying not to panic. At this Xavier's eyes almost bulged out of his skull while his mother seemed unfazed.

"Oh darling I know." Her tone was sweet and light and in almost any other normal setting I would've smiled at her smooth motherly tone, but here and now it was mind boggling to think that the women who has been calling me her daughter for the past two years is condoning the separation of me and Xavier. I glanced quickly at Xavier who seemed to have realized this once she said it and was already trying to figure out a way around it.

"But you can't, Mrs. Anderson, please think about this-"

"I have dear and my mind is made up I'm telling your parents in the morning so say your goodbyes to my son and his children." As she finished her words my heart broke and a single tear slid down my cheek.

"Mom you can't be serious right now, it was all my fault! Punish me how you want just don't tell her parents." Xavier finally spoke up and my eyes flashed to his, I could tell by his face that he was ready for any punishment she were to give him as long as we were together.

"Oh don't worry I know this is all your fault, you corrupted her and now you dot will pay the price. I'm doing this for her own good Xavier, if she stays with you things will end badly and there will be no time to save her from your destructive ways." Her words were harsh and by his reaction they must've really hurt. I sat and listened not knowing what else to say, it seemed as if her mind was made up and there was nothing I could do about it.

"Mom think about this, you say you're doing this to save her yet if you tell her parents they're going to disown her and what will that leave her with? Nothing that's what and I know you don't want that." Xavier persuaded as he tried to reason with his mother. Her ice cold stare softened slightly as this thought dawned upon her and she turned to look at me, her face was now soft but serious.

"Fine, here is how this will go," she began and I felt my eyebrows knit together in confusion. "You will never speak to, call, text, email, or in person to each other. If you see one another anywhere you will act as if they aren't there, there will be no contact between the two of you whatsoever." As she spoke my mind couldn't exactly wrap around the concept of her words. "You are not to date, be friends, or even be acquaintances. And if I find out that you two have been seeing each other or have been communicating I will tell your parents without a second thought, understood."

When she finished I swiftly nodded my head not quite sure what I was agreeing to, still in to much shock to form proper thoughts. "Ok good, it was nice knowing you. Do you have anything you want say to Xavier before we leave and don't return?" Upon this I realized what I had agreed to and looked at Xavier, his eyes were on the ceiling and he looked like he was in pain. I glance back at his mother who wore an impatient frown as if waiting for me to say something. I looked back at Xavier who was looking at me, and I couldn't think of anything cute to say or anything at all for that matter and that made me feel terrible. "Do you have anything to say to her before we leave Xavier?" She asked once she realized I was at a loss for words. Xavier simply shook his head, and she nodded. "Well Davionna have a nice life, we won't be apart of it anymore." With that she began walking out of the room, dragging Xavier by the arm behind her. I felt nothing, I couldn't think of anything, all I could do was stare helplessly after them until they were out of view.

"I will always love you." I whispered the words almost inaudible in my own ears as tears slipped silently down in rivers across the plains of my cheeks.

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