Sorry...

Chapter 1

It's Friday night...we all know how Friday nights go! right?!

Parties, sleepovers, staying up late, watching movies...well, not for me...

i was laying down on my bed watching the ceiling, and thinking...
thinking about everything I've been through from the day i was born...
'till now...
i'm hurt, from the inside and the out side...
i can't feel my body, i'm bleeding but i don't want to clean the wounds maybe cause i don't care anymore i know once i'm healed ,i'll be hurt again, i'm starting to think what's the point?! what's the point of healing when i know i'll get hurt again?!
or maybe What's the point of living?
my life is Shit...

i went to the bathroom to finally end all this pain that i'm living...
i have no one to live for...
no friends, no boyfriend, no siblings, no family, no Parents...
i don't actually have no parents, i have a mother and a step father but they're no parent for me, they're no family for me, they're nothing...

i took a mug with me to the bathroom, and i threw it on the floor with all my force .
i took a piece of the broken glass on the floor and prepared my self to cut my hand's arteries...
i started thinking...
i was the most popular girl at school, who was loved by everyone, i was also a secret nerd because being a nerd in front of everyone could've ruined my reputation...yes, i was that kind of teens...Was...but after what happened everybody left and i had nothing to loose and no one even care now if i was a nerd or not so i started being my self that i hate...
i started thinking of what happened!
why everything changed!

i closed my eyes ,putted the piece of glass near my wrist...i wanted to end this...That's it...

before i can go on and do what i wanted to do i heard a noise in my room, i opened my eyes and waited to see if what i heard was right!
and i heard that noise again, so i got out of my bathroom fast because my mother or my step-father would never come to my room so there's definitely something wrong!

when i came out, i was choke to see that...hot guy standing there next to the window,looking at me awkwardly, and that's when i realized that i was wearing shorts and not covering the wounds but i couldn't think so after 30 secs of shock I've decided to scream because of course when you find a total hot stranger standing in your room and you know he came out of no where cause you've closed your door room ,you'll be in need to scream for help cause he's either a killer ,a kidnapper or a thief!!

but before i can open my mouth he came close to me and putted his hand on my mouth and the other on my neck, he was so close to my face that i can feel his breathe.

i raised my eyebrows without even trying to escape from him...
his clear brown eyes made my heart melt....

while he was covering my mouth with his hand, he said "Shushhh..." looked at the window then back at me and said "please do not scream!! i need to hide here for a few minutes...pleaseee"
when he said that, i quickly moved his hand from my mouth and said "Who are you?how did you get in my room!!if you don't leave right now i'll call the cops!!" i said whisper yelling afraid that someone from the house could hear me...they probably won't care anyway...

he ignored all of my questions and started searching in my room for a place to hide.
"Where can i hide?" he said and still looking around in my room.
"Are you crazy!! i don't even know you to let you hide in my room!!
go away! NOW!"
i yelled this time, he dragged me crazy.
"Please just let me hide, and i'll tell you everything when they go...just...please" he begged.
"Who?!" i asked still looking at him trying to find a place to hide.

he looked at me really worried, then we heard men voices outside, he said
"if you don't help me, then you'll be dragged into this with me, you know!"

"What! quickly go to the closet!"
i said after i though that he was right!
and pulled him to my large closet.

i sat on my bed worried like this is exactly what i need now!!

after a while i heard a silence out side and there was no more cars lights ,i checked out from the window, there was no one.

i ran to my closet opened the door and before he can breath i said
"Who are these people?
why are they chasing you?
right...who are you?!"

he came out of the closet as he sat down on my bed and said
"My name is Jason, these were a gang chasing me"

"Oh really! i haven't noticed that!! -_- "
and then i added
"why are they after you?"

"i broke up with there boss's sister...so he want to get revenge..."

"so you used to date a gang boss's sister ...and then you left her, broke her heart and made her suffer and now he want revenge!"
i said surprised but not that much i mean he's hot and all hot guys are bad and players.

"yup"
he said looking at the floor.
and then he added
"we just moved here because i got kicked out of my school and because of this guy..."
he said looking back at me.

"so you're a bad boy, and a player...i see!"
i said confused about his directness.

"yeah, you can say that..." he said smirking at me.

"and you're proud!!"

"Why not be! What about you?!" he said while looking at me from head to toe with surprised look.

"What about me?!" i asked confused.

"What happened to you?!"

and then it was when i noticed i was wearing shorts and my wounds and blah blah blah...

"It's none of your business!"
i said with anger.

"you've been asking me stuff that weren't your business either but still i replied!! now it's my turn, i have the right to ask you!"
he said winking at me.

"you know i can kick you out right now!"i said feeling my head is turned red from anger.

"Well, actually i need another favor from you princess..."
he said rubbing the back of his head

"what now!"
i said resting my hand on my waist.

"my parents aren't at home tonight and i don't have my keys so..."

"You're not asking me to let you stay at..."
before i can continue my words i saw him nodding Yes to me.

before i can say anything i heard my mother yelling to me to open the door...

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Hey guys!!

so this is my new story!
sorry if this chapter was a little long!

there's so much happening in this story and some of the actions in this story are based on real life actions (not in my life).

KEEP ON READING ♡