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Chapter 18

i went to my room feeling tired even though i just woke up.I lyed on my bed ,my head's between the pillows and I was crying.

I was crying because of this situation,I lost my father,my mother always reminds me that it's because of me,i have a step-father that hates me to death,my mother doesn't love me and she doesn't care about me.The one boy that i loved after a long time has left me from the very first day in our relationship.Is it me?
is it possible that the problem isn't them it's me.Maybe i puch people away from me.

"Quick question why don't you have any social media accounts?!"jay said as he walks in.

i didn't want to see me like this so i kept my head in the pillows.

"Riley oh my god what happened?"

he said running quickly to me,he was sitting on my bed when he said "get up com'on "

i didn't relpy so he said "you get up now or i'm gonna make you do it".

i didn't reply i felt so tored to do anything.He putted his strong worm hands on my wrist and pulled me up to him.my hair was all over my face,he used his fingers to put it behind my ears.

"calm down...it's okay"

while we got into the moment i hear Joe's voice behind the door.

"Riley open the door..."

it's the scariest moment of my life,Jay's in my room on my bed and Joe's shouting asking me to open the door furiously.

"go open it....now" Jay said.
i didn't think i went to open the door.I can see how furious he is,i turned around to see if Jay's still in the room,he wasn't.
i breath relieved.

"We're going for 2 weeks"

"To Chicago?"

"Yes but you know i'm with you even when i'm not"

i closed the door,closed my eyes,i was just about to start crying again when i remembered that Jay disappeared in a second.

"Jay?" i whisper screamed.

i checked all the room,the closet...i went to the window to see if he's there and i saw mom and Joe going.

"Jay they're gone come out"

i went to see under the bed.

"you don't actually think that i could hide there do you?"

"What the fuck! where did you come out from!"

"The bathroom"

oh well that explains a lot.
"They're gone,i'm coming with you"

"great"he said smiling.

came to hug me when i notice that there's someone on the window.
she was clumping to get to my room.
when she arrived,we were looking at her awkwardly,she turned around and yelled to the people down from the window.

"I GOT IN"
she looked at us then back through the window.

"YES HE'S HERE.AND THEY'RE HUGGING"

"SHUT THE FUCK OFF MAX"

"Hello guys"

she finally was talking to us.

"Thea what are you doing here"

"I came to check you out.Chloe was going to do it.but she's scared.so i did it"

"Anyways" Jay said clearly borred of this conversation since Thea stop when she finish every sentence.

"Riley,get ready we'll be in my house but please hurry.Thea get out from the front door .CHLOE COME HERE"

"I CAN'T! IT'S SO HIGH!"

"FROM THE OTHER WAY"

"THERE'S ANOTHER WAY?BUT I'M SURE IT'S ALSO HIGH SINCE THE HOUSE IS FLOTTING IN THE SKY"

he turned to us laughing ,took a deep breath then back to Chloe.

"FROM THE DOOR CHLOE THE DOOR!!"

"BUT IF THE HOUSE SO HIGH THEN THE DOOR'S ALSO SO HIGH"

"Max lead her NOW"

Jay went and Chloe and Thea stayed in my room to help me.