Chapter 22

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"I can't" i stand up to look at him.

"Why?!" he finally looked at me.

I had nothing to say,i couldn't reply to his last question.
Why?
This Why  isn't just a simple why,it's so much explanation,so much memories,There is a Huge story behind this simple Why.

"How do you expect us to have a good relationship when you can't answer a simple question!"

"It's not as simple as you imagine."

"You are building distance, yourself,between us!"

"If i could answer that easily,I'll just do it"

"If there wasn't a huge secret behind this mystery,you wouldn't hide it so hard" he said still searching for answers.

"Riley i love you"
These words coming out from his mouth are what I've been dreaming about these last two days.
i turned my face to look him dead in the eyes,feeling so pathetic but still waiting desperately for him to continue.

"i love you too"All that could come out from my mouth.

"But i can't go on like this."he stops for a moment,then back adding "Give me one reason to convince me".

I have nothing.Really.I can't say anything because it's all related to that fucking day.That fucking accident.Those fucking changes.Those fucking parents.This fucking life.

i looked at the sand and nodded no. I've decided not to tell him yet,I'm not ready yet,and i Don't want to ruin this trip for us both.

"Okay"he said."Consider me no boyfriend no friend no crush nothing."

he said running away on the beach.
"What?!"

"strangers"

"Jayson"

he stopped,looked at me from far away and semi-shouted 'Sorry'.

I took a long walk on the beach and then i went back to the beach house to find the group in the kitchen.

"Rossa"Yelled Max when he first saw me with this weird Spanish accent.

"Rossa?" I asked pretty confused.

"Meet Tatiana,Camila,Tomás ,Bimo and of course Stefán" Said Steven pointing to Thea,Chloe,Troy,Ben and him self.

I crossed my Eyebrows in misunderstanding.

"Max is acting stupid like always,this time he chose to be Spanish-Stupid" Thea explained while opening a bag of chips.

"My Grand grandpa was Spanish while my Grand grand-grandma was Mexican so basically i'm Latin".

"Max,I'm sorry to disappoint you but Spain isn't in Latin-America neither is Mexico!" I said laughing.

"I don't know about that,but I'm sure that I'm Somehow Latin".

"And what are you?"I asked.

"Maximano"

"The fuck what is that😂?"

"That"s my true full Latin name".He explained.

"Wait,Why did you choose Rossa for Riley,they have nothing to do with each other!" I wondered.

"Because your eyes Look like blue roses,and your the prettiest".

"Blue roses?"asked Thea.

"Prettiest"asked Chloe opening her eyes with like if she just heard that they aren't making pink skirts anymore.

"Rossa?"I said still not getting the point.

Just when Max was about to explain,Jay came into the kitchen,He looked at every one in the kitchen except for me.

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