It's been a month since me and Hoseok's breakup. As I can say I still havent moved on yet....so whenever i see something that reminds him The flashbacks will hunt me again I didn't ate nor drink for 2 days I just sobbed in my room the whole time. I would've been dead if my friend didn't visited me that time...
"I really hate him...he's a freaking cheater....he is a Unloyal man...tsk hope he gets karma..." I cursed under my breath. I Am in my room now stalking his timeline which is a freaking awful idea to do but I want to see his life updates and all. When I scrolled I saw a pic of him and his oh so called "CLOSE FRIEND" his close friend is a girl and she is the cause of our breakup. I bit my lip then turned off my phone. I covered my eyes using both of my hands. I felt my eyes are watery again.
"Why is this?....I thought im not affected anymore?...why am I?..." I said to myself I sighed and just took off my hands away from my face. "I'll just write..." Since writing makes me feel better somehow. I stood up then walks towards a small shelf filled with journals mini notebooks diaries and even stationaries. I pulled out a random notebook but then a small journal fell on the floor. I got curious so I picked it up. I sat down back on my bed as I flipped through the first page.
December 15,2014
I met this guy named Hoseok in a café near the office I go on. I am sitting alone outside but then he came in and asked to join me. It is a very cold night. He sat down beside me and talked to me throughout the whole night. I started to know a lot about him. He says he dances and he is working in a company called "Bighit Entertainment" I got surprised by how he works hard. Whelp I guess that's all for tonight.
I flipped the page then saw another note.
January 8,2015
It's been so long since I wrote in here. Well all I can say is that a lot of things changed in my life. The guy I met named Hoseok is now my boyfriend. He is as charming as a flower. We get along well since I like to dance too. He became a member in the kpop group called "Bangtan Sonyeondan" which I support and idolize so much since my boyfriend is in it. I am very lucky to have him. I love him so much! : )
I flipped through the other page then felt my eyes watery. It's a picture of us and the greatest moments in life. I continued to flip through the pages and felt my tears stream down my eyes.
"I want him back..." I said to myself "I really miss him...why did he have to leave me?...I'm such a jealous woman....I should've understood him back then....I regret what I have done now...." I said as I curl myself up into a ball. I buried my face on my knees then continued to sob. I calmed myself down then I accidentally fell asleep.
I woke up with the sound of my phone ringing. I rubbed my eyes. I looked at the lockscreen of my phone then saw the person that i've been missing...I answered the call.
"Y/N..." I felt my eyes watery again.
"y-yea?..."
"I-I'm sorry...." He said in a sincere tone. I bit my lip to prevent from crying.
"I-I forgive you,you know..." I said then i felt tears streaming down my eyes. Then thr call dropped.. I looked at my phone while still crying. I bit my lip then looked around. A few minutes passed i heard the doorbell rang. I wiped my tears away then stood up. I ran to the main door then sighed. I opened the door not expecting who he is.My eyes widened with full of shock.
"H-HOSEOK?!" He smiled then hugged me. Tears stream down my eyes as I hug him back. I buried my face on his chest then sobbed. He rubs my back then releases from the hug. He wiped my tears.
"Hush now...im here now so calm down.." He said then smiled. I smiled a bit. "I still love you Y/N..." I did not expect him to say that so I smiled widely.
"I love you too Hoseok..." He smiled widely then hugged me tightly again.
"I won't ever leave you again...I promise that I won't hurt you again...ever" I smiled then hugged him back.
"I love you so much Hoseok..." I said.
"I love you too" He said.
well i guess everybody deserves a second chance.
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SUP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EYO IM BACK XD yup its a miracle i updated during weekdays! i am not that bitter in the past few days thats why i write these kinds of stuffs kekeke im not xD i just cant think of any title or concept or theme or whatsoever kekekeke!
