I never really explain who Ana is and why she's named that. Ana is short for anorexic. She is a person inside my head that controls what goes in my mouth and how to get it out. Sometimes she can be really strong and make me slap myself. Like she knows I'm about to eat something so she uses my body to physically move and hit me. She has gotten stronger than ever. She used to be this little voice in the back of my head only whispering, now she is this whole other person that controls me mentally and physically. She said she is my friend. She tells me that she does this because she loves me. She's the only one that really knows so I choose to believe her. I think I can trust her, but I don't know I don't really trust anyone. You think that they are your friend but one day they will come and stab you in the back. Now I have no idea who to trust or if you can ever trust again.
