Something Broken

I Need Something

How am I so easily forgotten?
How could you find someone so fast? Even when you said without me you would die?

I needed you to be so devastated
Destroyed
Broken
But you got up and forgot me.
And now I'm all those things and you're happy

I don't get to care that you're with someone else
I ended us.
I should get to be happy.
We are healthier apart, but why does it have to hurt so much?

Why don't I get to be happy?
I'm watching everyone else solve the puzzle and I still can't get the box open

I know I chose happiness but how do I pick to forget about someone that consumed three years of my life?
How do I pick happy over hurt?
Someone please teach me

Instead I'm stuck here.
Throwing up my emotions into shitty poems
And tear stained letters I'll never send.
Someone save me

Please