Something Broken

Goodbye

I know I'm making the right decision
But why does it hurt so bad
This is for the best. We can grow now
But I won't grow if this kills me

Maybe one day we can try again
But won't it just be the same?
You aren't good for me
Or am I the problem?

You manipulate and lie to me
But maybe I'm just overthinking this
You are so overbearing
Or maybe you just love me

You blind me like the sun
Or maybe you're forcing my eyes open
You cling to me like my clothes after the rain
Or maybe it's just your embrace

This is the right choice.
Maybe I'm wrong
I can't let you control me.
Or even love me

I need some time to just love myself
Because you made me forget how to
I grew dependent on your light
So when you stopped giving it

I got lost in the dark.