What society wants (Xiuhan fanfic)

Taking the subway (Minseoks POV)

I brought Luhan's dad back home but didn't want to spend any time resting because I knew Luhan would come back to his house and drive me home while I'm taking a breather.

The whole Sehun thing from earlier was stuck in my mind. How Luhan could have dated someone as handsome as him. Comparing me to Luhan's ex just makes me hungry. I want to buy something to eat on the way home.

I made sure to close the front door behind me when I left and started walking to the subway. It was lucky for me that before the subway, there are a bunch of takeout food places there.

I wasn't feeling anything fried to eat so I went to the convenience store and got three bags of chips.

I bought the chips and paid to go onto the subway. I got into the station and went underground to wait for the train to show up.

I could tell a couple of people were going home from work, but there was less of a rush then there would have been earlier.

I wanted to save the chips for home so I kept them in the bag. I got onto the train and sat down in a three seater.

The subway ride was longer then I thought it was. Some people glanced at me while I was sitting down which just made me curse in my head. This is one of the reasons why I don't like public places.

Feeling a couple of people staring at me, I felt like everyone was staring at me even though deep down I knew everyone wasn't. I'm hungry.

When I got out from the subway and got service again, my phone went off with buzzes. I opened it to see Luhan's messages all sending to me at once.

"Minseok where are you?"

"Minseok are you okay?"

"Did Sehun make you upset?"

"You don't have to worry about him, I don't like him anymore.."

"Why aren't you replying?"

"Is it because you're mad at me?"

"I'm sorry..."

I didn't know how to answer Luhan. Its not like I was sad about Sehun, I just compared myself to him and got myself upset.

I don't want to go home and have Luhan waiting there for me. This feeling I have inside me, this dreaded feeling in my stomach... I don't want it, and I know I can't eat if Luhan is there because it'll just be awkward for us both.

I went into the public restroom and went into one of the stalls. It was lucky enough for me that no one was in there. I ate the three bags of chips but I wasn't full enough.

Even after I ate the chips, instant regret hit me in the head. Like a mental slap across the face.

I hate this, I really hate this. I left the stall and started walking my way home again which sadness was just filling inside me.

When I finally got to my building, Luhan like expected was wating for me. I was sa bit shocked to see he was waiting for me out in the cold. "Luhan, you should have waited inside or something, you're going to get sick!" I say, walking up to him with a concerned expression on my face.

"I wanted to wait for you out here." He answers and I let out a sigh, seeing my own breath when I exhaled.

"Come on, you have to get warm." I say, walking into the apartment and going to the elevators.

Luhan followed behind me and stood beside me. I glanced at Luhan before looking in front of me, at the closed elevator doors. I still can't believe Luhan is dating someone like me.

"So...how was work?" I ask, trying to start the conversation. I wanted to distract my mind from the cursing thoughts inside it.

"It was fine, like any normal day. When you left, not much happened." Luhan responds, short and simple. For some reason he sounds a bit mad.

"Why didn't you wait for me when you dropped my dad off?" He questions as he turned his head to look at me.

"Why isn't this elevator coming? Maybe it's broken?" I ask, still waiting for the elevator to open, and right then it did.

Luhan and I got onto the elevator and I pressed the button for the fifteenth floor.

Once the doors closed, Luhan questions "so are you going to answer me?"

I staid quiet and looked down at the floor before replying "I didn't know I had to wait for you when I dropped off your dad."

"Well I think it'd be better if I drive you home rather then you going yourself since its cold out." Luhan answers and it made me smirk that Luhan sounded like he cared.

"I can take care of myself, it's fine." I answer and the doors opened once we hit the fifteenth floor. Luhan and I got off and we walked to my apartment where I opened the doors and we both walked inside.

I closed and locked the door behind me, then turned around to see Luhan looking at me seriously.

"You don't have to take the bus home, I'll drive you when you drop my dad off so just wait for me." Luhan says and I nodded quietly meaning yes.

I took off my shoes and walked more inside the house, throwing my jacket on the dining room table before walking into the livingroom and sitting down on the couch.

I looked down into my lap and bit down onto my bottom lip. "What, what's wrong Minseok?" Luhan asks, looking at me concerned.

I glanced up at him and then looked back down into my lap before asking "we're officaly going out, right?"

Luhan rubbed the back of his neck and lightly smiled, answering "yeah...we are."

"What are we going to do tomorrow" I question, looking at him a bit worried.

"Tomorrow...what's tomorrow?"

"School, smart one" I say while chuckling a bit afterwards.

"We'll see..." Luhan answers, looking at me with a smirk.

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Thank you guys for being patient with this update. I started the draft to this two days ago and finished today. I might update again later on today. Thank you for liking this fan fiction.