What society wants (Xiuhan fanfic)

Living with him (Minseoks POV)

By the end of the day I had made my decision and decided I would go and live with Kris. Even though it was a drastic decision, I would rather stay with Kris then my parents. When the last bell rang for school to end, I could hear everyone walking out in the hallway. I decided to leave the class now so I could try to blend in with everyone else as I was leaving the school. 

Once I successfully got out of the school, just to my luck I saw Luhan in front of me, walking with his head down with a worried expression on his face. Just seeing that made me frown. I remember in the beginning of the year when Luhan was the most popular boy in the school. Not that he's not popular now, he still has his followers, but it's obvious most of them have stopped bothering with him. It all stopped when he stopped hanging out with Chen and Baekhyun and started protecting me. 

Is this why Luhan is so stressed? Maybe he realises that everything he wanted to change when he came to Korea is slowly turning to how he was like in China. Maybe he hates me for this...I don't want Luhan hating himself like how he did in China. 

Just thinking that I could be the reason why Luhan was upset, I was hesitant to approach him, but because he now doesn't have a phone, it's not like I could tell him any other time about this whole situation.

I walked up to Luhan with the little confidence that I had. He looked at me when he noticed that someone was walking beside him. I could see he forced a smile on his face when he saw me, it hurt because I knew it was a fake smile. "What's up Minseok, want me to walk you home?" He questions. 

"You didn't bring your car?" I ask, looking at him confused. 

"No, I'm thinking of selling the thing to get a bit of cash so I didn't bring it today. I can still escort you home though." He ensures, bringing his arm around me where I lightly pushed him away. 

"Not in public" I mumble lightly to him and a smirk was left on his face like he was trying to hold in his laughter. After silence was left between us for a minute or so of walking, I decided I would have to bring it up now rather then waiting it off for later. "Luhan" I say to get his attention. When I said his name, he automatically looked up at me. "I'm thinking of moving in with Kris" I say, finally getting it over with. 

When I had said that, I glanced at his face to see how he reacted, and it looked like he was confused and at the same time, upset. "Why're you moving in with Kris?" 

"My parents are forcing me to go to the doctors again and being around them is just a negative environment for me. You know how well I was doing when they weren't here. I know you're trying to do your best and pay things off, so I thought living with Kris would be okay." I try to explain, but he still looked upset. 

Another long pause was left between us and by now we both stopped walking. I continued to look at Luhan as he stared down at the pavement. He looked up at me really upset and angry before saying "well you should stay with your parents! You have to go to the doctors anyway with how fucking obese you are!" He shouts, which caught a couple of people's attention.

I looked around to see the people now staring at me and whispering to their friends. Luhan's words pierced through me like a sharp, cold blade. My words were caught in my throat, I couldn't speak. I slightly glared at him, feeling the tears starting to fill my eyes as I turned around and stormed away from him, walking the rest of the way home by myself. 

I know why Luhan is upset, he has every reason to be...but he doesn't see how much this will help me, and on top of that...he even called me...now I know what he really thinks of me. 

I got home but I was in a worse mood than before. I was thinking more about everything that had happened and what was wrong with me. I pulled a suitcase out from underneath my bed and started filling the suitcase with clothes of mine and other things.