(Phone conversation)
THU AT 02:02 AM
Call started.
Jianna :
Uh... Hi.Harry :
Hi.(Silence)
Jianna :
Ganito kasi... Ano... (Sighs) This is really weird.(Silence)
Jianna :
If I'm going to let go... uh, something's bothering me.Harry :
Ano 'yun, Jianna?(Silence)
Jianna :
When I confessed the first time... it's really weird, right? Ang sinabi ko, 'yung fMRI scan ko at yung blood test.Harry :
Yeah.Jianna :
Then, this second time... sa email... ang sinabi ko, 'yung chemical reactions.Harry :
Yeah.Jianna :
I'm just... really bothered. Can I... say it in my voice? Without the... uh, without me being a nerd?Harry :
Say what?Jianna :
What I... feel?Harry :
(Sighs) Will it help you?Jianna :
I don't know. I... think so?Harry :
Okay. (Swallows) I'm listening.(Silence)
Jianna :
I'm in love with you. You are my first.(Silence)
Jianna :
I, uh, checked your genetics the first time we meet. I mean... I checked you out... thoroughly. That's why I was spacing out that time.(Silence)
Jianna :
I really love... spending time with you. Kahit na no'ng una, puro si Neah lang ang kinukuwento mo.(Silence)
Jianna :
I love it that you're gentle and you're loyal... but you also strike with humor without warning.(Silence)
Jianna :
I love your mind. I love it that we can talk about a lot of things without buffer...(Silence)
Jianna :
I am fascinated by you.(Silence)
Jianna :
You make me happy and sad. You make me frustrated, too.(Silence)
Jianna :
(Long sigh) There's a lot to tell you but... all I really want to say is that...(Silence)
Jianna :
I love you.(Silence)
Jianna :
If I could, I would choose for you to love me, too. So, I could take half of your pain with me and I would cry with you.(Silence)
Jianna :
I love you... that if I could, I would choose to understand how much you've been through so I could carry your burdens with me.(Silence)
Jianna :
I love you... that if I could, I would give you back all that you have lost-her and your laughter.Harry :
Jianna... Stop-Jianna :
I love you. It doesn't matter if you are my first heartbreak. What matters to me is that you made me feel something like this.(Silence)
Jianna :
I will try to let go. (Swallows)Harry :
(Exhales breath) I'm sorry.Jianna :
I love you, Harry.(Long silence)
Jianna :
That's it, I guess.(Silence)
Harry :
(Weak voice) Okay... I'll hang up now.Jianna :
Oh... One last thing, Harry...Harry :
Hm?Jianna :
Lights out. Matulog ka na, ha?Harry :
Yeah. Light's out, Jianna.Jianna :
See you.(Silence)
Harry :
Take care of yourself.(Silence)
Call ended.

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