I was curled up with a fuzzy blanket on Ricky's couch in the living room well he was making us breakfast. It's been a few day since everything had happened and I had calmed down quite a lot since then. I was no longer panicked about what I had done and I was letting myself ravish in the release it was for me to go through with it.
Ricky had really been helping me adjust and I was now wishing I would of listened to him from he beginning. Everything just seemed so much lighter and easier to get through. I was enjoying feeling this way. I shouldn't of been holding myself back all these years, this was what I was meant to do.
I had taken the last few days off of work claiming to be sick. All my manger could talk about when I called her was the poor little red headed girl and that she hoped she was okay. I guess she was reported missing the next day. At least no one saw her with me so I have that to keep me from worrying about getting caught. I had to try extra hard though to play up what a normal person would say in that situation and Ricky had prepped me on how to deal with it. I was actually worried that taking time off would look suspicious but it seemed to have done the exact opposite. Everyone is so caught up in there own lives that they stop paying attention to what is in front of there own faces. This might be easier then I expected it to be.
I heard my phone ring that I had set on the table in front of me and it snapped me out of my little day dream. I quickly reached to grab it and looking down at the number I didn't really have a clue who it could be. Not a lot of people call me anyways unless they need me or we had plans coming up. Which that isn't something that happens very often.
"Hello?" I said after answering. Due to my confusion on who it could be it came out more sounding like a question then a statement like it should of been.
"Hey Devin I just wanted to call you because I don't think you've been home for a while so I kind of let myself in and I fed your cat." I heard the other person say and it took my a second but I soon put together it was Vinny. I mean if it wasn't his voice it was the fact that he actually paid attention to where I lived and I had given him a key for reasons like this so he was one of the view people how could get in to my apartment without any trouble. Right now i'm really thankful I had done that because now my poor baby wasn't starving due to my stupidity.
"I'm sorry Vinny I've been at someones place for the last few days. I just needed a break from everything. Thank you for doing that for me at least I know someone can look out for him for me." I told him quickly as I sat up on the couch.
"It's fine. He's fed and happy now. I think he was doing pretty well for himself since he ripped a hole in the cat food bag. Don't worry I did clean up the mess that he didn't get aroudn to eating." He said with a laugh and I heard a soft meow on the other end and I'm assuming he was giving him some attention.
"Well thank you for doing that. I should be home in a few nights." I told him with a smile. Knowing my baby was okay and was being taken care of was one less stress for me to have even if it hadn't crossed my mind for the last few days.
"Okay just tell me when you get back I'll take care of him till now. I hope everything is alright with you." He told me.
"Thank you for doing that and I'm fine I've just been a bit stressed recently. I'll talk to you when I get back, bye." I said as I saw Ricky walking into the room. I smiled up at him and he lent over the back of the couch and placed a side on my temple.
"Okay, bye." he said with a chuckle before I hung up, placing my phone back down on the table.
"Who was that?" Ricky ask as I sat back to how i was before I was interrupted.
"Oh just one of my neighbors. I guess I kind of forgot that I have a cat that needs to be fed through all of this but I guess he said he would take care of him for me." I said feeling annoyed at myself. I was so caught up in my own life I forgot about the one living thing I have to take care of.
"Don't beat yourself up over it you have had a lot to take in recently." He said as he ran his fingers through my hair in a calming manor.
"I'm not a bad person for this right?" I ask him as I worried over what else I could have forgotten.
"For forgetting about you cat? No baby your not. You're not a bad person for any of this. We set what's right from wrong for ourselves. We've talked about this." He told me and I nodded. I was more focused on forgetting about my cat then killing someone.
The more I think on it the more I start to see less and less wrong with what I was doing. Personally I wasn't caring if it was right, it made my life easier and I was through with looking out for everyone elses welling beings. It was time to take mine back to being my first priority. I was meant to be this way and it was taken for me, I plan on taking it back.
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I was sitting on Ricky's lap in the back of the house on the porch just watching the sunset. Moments like this just made everything feel so normal between us. It was all so peaceful.I had a blanket torn around my shoulders and he had a glass of what I amused to be whiskey in his hand.
"Everything is just so pretty out here." I mumble, laying my head against his chest, taking in the view. I never really was one for watching the sun rise or set but out here it was so much more alluring then how it looked from my city apartment window. The view wasn't blocked by any building and the trees framed the setting perfectly.
"You also look very pretty out here." He said with a smirk and I rolled my eyes at his attempt at a sly remark like that. "The view out here though was one of the reason that really made me want to move out here in the first pkacem" He finished, finally coming back to the point I had previously made.
"What was the other reason for moving out here?" I ask him already knowing what part of the answer would possible be. It was quite oblivious when you really think abut it. I mean especially after learning what I now know about him.
He slowly started to trail his fingers down my sides to the land on my thighs as he reached around me. "I mean there is no one around here for miles. I could do what ever I please and no one would be the wiser to it." He said in a husky whisper that always could get to me no what it was he was saying. This subject alone though could of turned me on without the tone of voice he was using on me.
"Is that so?" I ask turning to look at him, raising an eyebrow with a smirk pulling up on the corner of my lips.
"Hm I'm pretty sure it is. Would you wan to find out?" He ask me in a challenging way which was just fueling the sexual tension surrounding us.
"I don't think you could get me to scream that loud for you." I snit, turning my head away from him.
Where his hand was on my thigh turned into a vice grip when the words left me mouth, which would for sure leave a bruise behind beneath where his fingers were now. "Do you really wand find out of I can?" He ask me in the same tone as he did before. There is no denying that I was looking forward to what was to come but I could always fake that I wasn't to rile him up more. That was always the best part of this little game we play.
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