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Temptation | Chapter 32

Walking up behind where Ricky was on the couch in my apartment I lent forward, kissing along his neck in a teasing manner. I let my hands wander down his chest and I heard him let out a sound of contentment. He place his hand under my chin and pulled our lips together.

I had thought out a plan to get under Ricky's skin and he was falling right into my trap without even thinking about it. Men were easy to manipulate and I knew just the perfect way to do so, it was my specialty. Ricky had been trying to get himself around having to tell him the deal him and Chris had discussed and I didn't like secrets unless I was in on them, then they're okay to have. 

Pulling my lips away from his I smirked at him and kept my hands on his chest as I walked around the couch. I made sure to sway my hips in a sensual manner, emphasizing each move more then I normally would. I had barely done anything to him and this simple act almost seemed to have him drooling over me. 

Coming around in front of him I straddled his lap, placing my hands around his next. I smirked down at him and brought our lips inches apart. I grinded myself against his slowly hardening member, getting him more into this then I was going to let it get to just yet. After I got the information I wanted from him he could do whatever he wanted with me but for now this was it and it would stay that way unless he told me the truth.

Pulling myself away I smirked as I got up and sat down next to him on the couch. I crossed my legs, facing him and pulling the blanket off of the back of the couch and wrapped it around my shoulders. I kept my presence as nonchalant to what had just gone on as I could, wanting to throw him off as much as I possibly could. Confusion was a key factor here.

"Is something wrong baby? You never have reacted like this with me before." He asked me in concern making me know he was further in my trap then I thought. This went better then I ever thought it would. 

I let out a dramatic sigh, looking up on an angle away from him at the ceiling. I made my expression match one of distress. "I mean it just there has been something really bothering me recently and I don't think I can get my mind off of it till it's doubt with. I guess if it stays the way it is we aren't going to do much more and we both know that would lead to a very boring night. I don't want it to end like that." I told him, keeping my voice light and airy almost to the point where it sounded innocent. Oh how far that was from the truth that was.

Ricky looked at me with concern, turning in his spot on the couch to face his body towards mine. "What's been bothering you baby?" He asked me and I could hear how worried he was in his vocie alone. I had gotten him where I needed him and he didn't even know it yet.

I let out a sigh and reaches for his hand. "I mean you are keeping what Chris told you from me. It involves me in some way and I should have the right to know. I feel like you're keeping something from me and that hurts me to think. You are supposed to trust me with everything. I don't like us having secrets from each other." I told him, playing up the emotion in my voice as much as I could.

Ricky brought the hand up that wasn't holding mine and pinch the bridge of his nose. He let his eyes slip shut as his head fell back. He seemed to be composing himself as he thought through what he was going to tell me. I wasn't worried about the wait though. I wasn't going to let him get away with not telling me what this deal is or lying about it in anyway. I would know if he didn't tell me the truth.

He took one more deep breath as he let his head fall forward so his gaze was faced straight at me again. "He wanted to make a new deal with me. I remember I told you about how I used to work with him and how I did the same shit he does. I know you saw some of it and I will honestly tell you he probably showed you a more mild version of what either of us would of normally done. 

"The deal was pretty much the same as before other then the fact that he had added one more small detail. I wasn't really even thinking about taking it, I told myself I wouldn't a long time ago. This though made me rethink everything I've ever thought about it. It was just a new prescriptive on it I guess but it defiantly shocked me to hear." He said and his eyes would occasionally look in the opposite direction and they wouldn't meet mine when he seemed to be glossing over a few details. 

I raised an eyebrow as his paused went on longer then I thought it would. That couldn't be where he was going to leave it. He was giving me no more details then I had already knew before which was off putting, I wanted him to be honest with me. I guess it's time for me to start challenging him. I really hope I wouldn't have to be too pushy with him but I'm guess somethings don't always go the way we plan them to. 

"What was the new factor in his deal? You're leaving things out and I feel like you are keeping a big secret from me and that hurts. I want you to trust me. I trust you with everything and it's only fair if you do the same. I've been patient with you and I haven't started being pushy till now, that should count for something. I gave you your time and now I would appreciate for you to give me this." I said to me, trying to bargain a bit. I knew my words would set him on a guilt trip and that's what I was going for with it. Even though that was my goal it didn't change that all of my feelings are real.

"I know you have been patient with me and I won't deny you that. I don't know why this is so hard for me to tell you but it is. I guess I'm just afraid our opinions on this will be different from each others. It may sound bad but all I'm doing is trying to protect you by not telling you the full truth but since you really need to know so badly I'm going to explain it to you. 

"The deal he left me with was I come back and work with him. I take the pay I make from different jobs and along with that I get the benefits he has built up over the years of doing this. Like lawyer connects, the deal he has made with people threw law enforcement and all the other little things he brought up to me. I had a lot of those things before but they weren't on the level he has brought them to now." He paused for a moment and he seemed to be welling himself to say the next part and I knew that was what he was keeping from me. "The little deal he had added was he wants you on board with the deal." 

I stayed silent for a moment, taking in what he said. I think somewhere deep down I knew this was what was coming but I didn't want to admit it. I didn't know what say to that. Maybe it was a good thing I didn't force him to tell me the truth on the ride home from dinner the other night. I would of been too overwhelmed to talk about this then.

"I mean what do you want to do?" I asked him, needing to hear his opinion before I could form my own. Normally I was so overly opinionated that it was annoying to anyone around me. This had left me speechless though.

"I mean I think you know what I was thinking but something about the security makes me want to go back to it. It gives me a new form of safety that I don't have and now that I have you I want to make sure you have that. As much as I hate to say it I'm considering going back to it but more on my own terms. Meaning I'm going to need to do some negotiating with Chris which with how well I know him that doesn't always go well. 

"I've been struggling with this and that was part of why I didn't want to say anything to you just yet. I'm sorry for that." He was being so genuine with me and it made me feel bad for being pushy with this subject. He was dealing with his own struggles and I was too concerned with myself to even notice this before. 

"I'm sorry about making you tell me that. I guess I don't even know what to do with this offer. This is all so much to take in at once. Do we have to time think about this?" I asked him as he ran his thumb over the back of my head. It was comforting to the both of us in our own way and that made me smile a bit.

He nodded his head. "We have sometime still and this was also about you. I should of told you from the start instead of keeping this from you." 

I gave him a half ass smile. He could always make me happy and I hope he felt the same. I'm now just hoping his opinion on this leans more the way I'm going with this so this isn't a problem a big for us. I want us to have some peace between us for a little while.