His Darkness (A Psych Fanfiction)

Chapter 11

I couldn't move and not because I was physically in pain but emotionally. I thought Lassie loved me? He had to though........ and even though he technically raped me I have to learn to forgive him just as I forgave him for being the Chopper. I wiped the tears off my face. I had to be tough if our relationship was going to work. I loved Lassie and would do anything for him.

I quickly got up and got dressed. I noticed he left his gun on the kitchen table and took it before I went out the door. I had to do everything to prevent him from having an urge to kill someone. For his own sake.

When I arrived at the station I forgot that I had cuts and bruises all over my face until Gus noticed them. "What happened to you?" I thought of a quick excuse. "Oh this? I fell off my motorcycle." He glared at me. "Shawn you haven't ridden that thing since you were a teenager." I shrugged. "I decided to take it for a spin and fell......clumsy me." Gus didn't seem to be convinced but he didn't say anything else.

I was just about to ask him how the investigation was going when Lassie called me into his office. "Shawn!" He yelled at me with so much authority it sent a shiver down my spine. I shakily made my was to his office and closed the door behind me. He shut the blinds which made my heart drop. I told myself their was no need to be scared. "Yes?" He glared at me. "There is a problem. A man......he knows who I am. A year ago I killed his daughter, she was about 16 and so damn gorgeous.......the point is he found out who I am. He knows my name and that I am a cop so I need to get rid of him!" What! He was going to kill again! He couldn't! "Lassie you can't kill him! You promised." He walked towards me getting closer. "Then what am I suppose to do! Let him tell the police department!" I shook my head. "No but there must be another way....." He grabbed my arm roughly, I was sure to get a bruise. "Then maybe you should kill him!" I gasped. "I could never kill anyone!" He snickered. "Well then let me handle it!" I couldn't let him kill this man. I decided I was going to have to do it. Even though it scared me. "Fine! I will do it! Let me take care of this!" He chuckled. "I could help you?" I shook my head. "No I can handle it!" He smiled. "Your so hot!" He kissed me. "I love you Spencer......" I kissed back. "I love you too."

He gave me a little information on this guy and I planned how I was going to shoot him. One bullet that's all it would take. I could do this I just had to pretend I was killing an animal. This is not a man......I kept telling myself that. His name was Brian Moser and he lived not to far from the psych office. He lived alone which made it easier. Lassie tried to teach me how to properly kill someone but I was just going to shoot him. Nothing fancy........I was scared out of my mind. He showed me a picture of him.(picture on chapter) He was about 40 but looked really young for his age. I planned to do it tonight. Lass gave me the picture and I went to the psych office. I had to figure this out.

When I got there I quickly searched this guy up. I had to get more information on him. He used to live in Miami and was a doctor there until he moved here to Santa Barbara. His daughter, the one Lassie killed, was Aria Moser a straight A student destined for great things. Lassie ruined her future.......I felt like crying but toughed it out. I examined the gun I stole from Lassie. I had to kill a man...........for Lassie's sake. I couldn't back down.

10 pm

I got into my car and drive to Brian Moser's place. When I arrived it looked like nobody was home. I decided to go inside his house and wait for him there. I got out of my car shoving the gun into my back pocket and slipping on some gloves.......leave no trace. I picked the lock on the door and walked in. My heart was racing. I had to kill an innocent soul. The lights were off and I tried not to trip on anything as I made my way around the house. I made my way down to the basement.

I was walking down the steps when I smelled a strange smell. I held my nose with my fingers and then I noticed what was causing the smell. There were about three bodies on the floor. All their intestines sprawled across the floor. I covered my mouth to keep from screaming. Everything inside me was telling me to run back up the steps and out of there but then I noticed another room in the basement with a bright light shining inside. I opened the door and felt a freezing blast of air hit me. It was a refrigerated room like a meat closet. I shut the door behind me as I walked in. What I saw next ruined my life. There were legs, arms and heads all over a table. They were drained of all their blood and frozen. "Shit!" I quickly ran out. I pulled out my phone as I made my way over to the car. I dialed Juliet. She answered. "Hello?" I hung up realizing that if I told the police about what I saw Brian would surely tell the department about Lassie when he was brought in for questioning. I drove off back to the psych office. Lassie was going to kill me for not killing Moser but that guy was also a psychopath who does that to dead people!

I parked in the driveway and cried banging my head on the steering wheel. What was I going to tell Lassie. I continues crying. "This is all my fault! Fuck! Why didn't I just tough it out and wait until he got home! I am so stupid! I have to stop being a coward! If Lassie can kill somebody than I can too!" It can't be that bad! He actually enjoys it so how hard should it be?!

My phone rang. It was Lassie. "Hello?"

"Did you do it?"

"We have a tiny problem....."

"What?! I thought you were going to take care of it!"

"Listen babe.......we are dealing with a monster.......he has dead bodies and frozen body parts in his basement!"

"What?!" He hung up.

"Lassie?....." He was mad..........he was probably thinking about killing him himself. I had to stop him. I drove to his apartment. He was in his car and about to leave. I got out of my car and hoped in. "Where are you going?!" He started the car. "Going to kill Brian myself since you couldn't do it!" I looked at him. "He is a monster!" He started driving. "Well that makes two of us.......don't worry Shawn....after him I will never kill anymore people. I promise. I just have to kill him before he talks."

When we arrived their was a car in the driveway which I assumed belonged to Brian. We quietly made our way to the back door. "Shawn.......be very quiet. I'm going to shoot him once and then we leave got it!" I nodded and followed his lead as he opened the door. I closed the door behind us when I noticed a black figure walking towards Lassie. Before I could scream the figure injected something into Lassie's neck. I screamed. It was Brian. He pulled out a knife as Lassie fell to the ground. Tears started streaming down my eyes.......he killed Lassie. "You killed him!" Brian laughed. "Now now Shawn.......I don't need to harm you too." He pulled the knife on my neck. "Don't scream and you won't get hurt." I nodded, tears falling down my face. Lassie was dead and I was next.