Found Love In You (completed)

chapter 5

He has earned it on so many levels.But I am scared.I am falling hopelessly in love with him and I know that there is nothing that will ever become of this between us.I know that we will only be in the help financially relationship which isn't a relationship.

I sat there after I paid and got caught up for the week on my bills.I had already paid the late fees yesterday with the money Seth gave me.So I went ahead and paid the bills for this week.

I laid back trying to relax and clear my head but I couldn't.I wanted to cry so much.Not from pain but from reality of everything.

I was brought back to real world when someone knocked on my door.I sighed and made my way downstairs.I peeked to see who it was. I half smiled when I seen it was Bella.

 "Hey"we said in unison then smiled and hugged."How are you?"I asked closing the door behind her."great.I am being treated like a princess"she replied as she flopped down on the couch,tucking her feet under her.I smiled and sat next to her running my fingers through my hair.

"Have you got caught up?" I nodded knowing what she was asking me."I am too thanks to Dean." I smiled a little more then what I had previously."Was you scared the first time?"I blurted out."Of course.I mean I know we are nothing more then what we are now.I was terrified to give myself to him with that in my brain."

"I hate it" I confessed and she pulled me into her arms."It's normal when you fall in love with someone who treats you how Seth treats you." I nodded as I wrapped my arms around her."We can only hope that they never want to leave us.and move on to a different girl."

"That they will fall in love with us like how we done with them"she added.

We sat there for a while in silence not having to speak when everything was already out and clear on how we feel about our guys who isn't ours at all.

I pulled back and wiped my eyes."It just sucks knowing that at any time they could meet someone else.and start a real relationship with her while we are on the sidelines witnessing it." I said as the tears continued to fall and I wiped them as they fell.Bella nodded as she too wiped her eyes.

"I know when that day comes I will have to tell Seth bye.and just move on like he was never part of my life.like he didn't have a huge impact on me the way he does."I said sniffling then hugged Bella again.She hugged me tightly as she cried knowing she felt the same way with Dean."I don't want to lose him Bella.I want him to be mine and only mine.I want to wake and fall asleep next to him.I want to know that every single day when I get off work that he will be there waiting for me.that he will ask how my day was or just sit there as I rant about work.I want to know that no matter what I won't lose him."

"I know Adey" she rubbed my back and hugged me.We sat there a little longer then got up and washed our faces ridding of the evidence.

She left moments later.So it was just me and my thoughts again.Till someone knocked on my door.

I touched my face making sure no tears slipped while I was thinking more of what me and Bella was talking about.

"Hello Lynn"Seth greeted.I smiled as I brought my arms up to his neck and kissed him.

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