The Diary's of Paige

Ten

Dear Diary 

I'm with Caleb. We are just watching Netflix. Well he is, some dumb fishing show. And I'm just writing in this. He asked me what I wanted to watch and I said nothing. Then he turned off the TV and asked me about Luke. 

"Do you still like Luke..." he said in a deep voice.

"No" I say calmly. 

I still do like him though I'm just not telling Caleb. Caleb leans closer to me. And kissed me for a solid eight seconds. It just seems weird. Oh well. Out of no where I tell him about Ellie and how she was only dating him to make me mad. He said it doesn't even matter about her any more I have you. How in the world did I get so lucky with him? I feel like I suck as a girlfriend and that he deserves better. 

I wonder why he even liked Ellie so I asked him. He said he really didn't know. 

We sit in silence for about 2 minutes, he is like staring at me. Out loud he says that he loves me and will never stop. I tell him I love him too then he kisses me again.