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three ~ ❝surprises.❞ ✈

Niall

I clutched my heaving chest as I tried to calm myself down after what just happened, one of my legs still hanging on the couch as I huffed. What the hell was that? Was he for real going to kiss me? I could feel my cheeks heating up for the millionth time tonight; if he seriously was going to kiss me, why me? What suddenly made him so attracted to me? I looked over to see that he was just as flustered as I was; he probably didn't even realize what he was doing.

"What's up, Perrie?" He huffed, almost in annoyance as I straightened myself out and got up from the floor. I rubbed my back and watched as Perrie made her way over, my inner fanboy riling up again. Not only was I a fan of Zayn but Perrie as well; shit if I wasn't gay I'd probably be pining for her just as bad as I did for Zayn.

She nonchalantly sat down in Zayn's lap, and that's when I remembered that shit they were a couple. I don't know how I didn't put two and two together when I had an entire blog dedicated to them. (of course it was secret; I don't need my subscribers making fun of me) I was grateful that they weren't very affectionate; she just sat there and played with the strings of his jacket as he pouted towards her.

"Nothing, just wanted to see my babe before I leave town again," She mused, thumping his forehead while he scoffed at the action. Although they were cute I couldn't help the small sinking feeling in my stomach; which, should definitely be non-existent. Why were my feelings hurt? Was it because of our almost kiss? I didn't even want to think about it as I decided to just leave. There wasn't a reason for me to stay longer than as of now, and I made that clear as I cleared my throat.

"Well, it was nice talking to you Zayn! And to see you in person too, Perrie; I'm a big fan," I smiled, watching as she only offered me a half smile and pulled out her phone to text whoever. Uh, okay then. I offered one last smile to Zayn before getting ready to leave, only stopping when he called for me.

"You can't...stay longer?" I furrowed my brows but quickly wiped away the confusion.

"No; my friends are waiting for me, and I don't want to keep them waiting any longer! I'm sure you're busy too, so I don't want to interrupt anything!"

"Yeah, right." Zayn and I both turned to see Perrie roll her eyes as she continued to type on her phone, making me grow agitated as I gave Zayn one last look.

"And obviously somebody else doesn't want me here so I'm just going to go." I quickly left before Zayn could say anything else that would make me stay, feeling a little hurt that one of my idols was pretty rude. Thankfully Zayn was kind but Perrie...it's like she had something shoved up her ass. I quickly made my way to the car in the lot and opened the back door and sat next to Harry, immediately resting my head in his lap while he wiggled his brows.

"So...how did it go?"

"She hates me," I whined, watching as both boys turned to look at me as I huffed. "Perrie; she came in last minute to visit." Harry gasped, green eyes lighting up like a christmas tree as he looked over to the venue.

"Perrie Edwards? My queen? Niall you shit, why didn't you text me?" Louis smacked his head; he was the only one who seemed to hear my sad tone laced with my words, Harry clearing his throat as he leaned back in his seat.

"I mean, I'm sorry; why do you say that?" So I told them how she was like with her attitude, huffing at the end of my mini story while Louis shook his head and Harry looked heartbroken. "We should go back in and talk to her, see what her problem is." He suggested, green eyes determined as he tried to get me off of him.

"No, no, I'd rather just go home to be honest. Please?" He shared a look with Louis, the older boy shaking his head while Harry pouted.

"Alright, fine. But only cause it's for you." He leaned down and kissed the top of my head, instantly making me feel better as I pat his chest.

"Thanks Harry," I frowned as the radio announcer talked about Zayn's concert and was about to play one of his hits, the melody starting until Louis reached over and turned it off, looking at me through the review mirror and sending me a wink. "You too, Louis."

Zayn

The warmth of the sun woke me up, my arms stretching out wide as I yawned. The weather was going to be nice today; with the sun shining and the clear blue sky. Blue. The mere color brought Niall back to my thoughts, making me grimace as I tried to shove him out. I still couldn't stop thinking about the fact that I had almost kissed the guy. I can only imagine what was going through his head.

I shook my head as I got out of bed and checked my phone, smiling to see a few missed calls from Liam as well as a few texts. The dork, was probably excited about something he saw during his tour; anything can entertain him, really.

Pick up your phone! I'm in L.A. this weekend and I want to have breakfast with you! So wake up and get dressed; text me when you see this :)

I rolled my eyes as I texted him back, telling him I'd meet him at the nearest diner down a few blocks from my hotel as I started to get ready. As I dressed up I thought about the look on Niall's face when Perrie had given him attitude; he looked so disappointed, and I hated seeing that look on his face. It wasn't his fault that she was dealing with some family drama; and she didn't have to take it out on him.

When I told her that he must of thought her comments were directed towards him she felt so bad; which is understandable. How could you not think of the word adorable when you saw a face like Niall's? I furrowed my brows as I stopped, looking at myself in the mirror and pointing towards it.

"You're not into Niall. Just...infatuated since you're a fan, yeah? Okay...yeah." With that I grabbed my stuff and made my way to the diner, not wanting to keep Liam waiting.

+

I walked in and grinned when I saw him sitting in a booth, eyes scanning the restaurant as he was looking for me.

"Liam!" He looked up and smiled as he stood from the table and met me halfway, the two of us sharing a hug then walking to the table together. "Hey! Shit, it's been awhile huh? How are you? How's Danielle?" Liam's face fell at that last question, sighing as he shrugged his shoulders.

"She and I broke up. It just, wasn't really working for us, you know? I think she was uncomfortable with the fact that I'm bisexual." I furrowed my brows as I snorted.

"Well that's stupid. If that's the case then I'm glad you two broke up; who cares if you like both genders? She needs to check herself." Liam laughed at my comment while I only shrugged and smiled. Who was I to judge Liam for liking what he liked? Not like he chose to be this way; and I didn't choose to think about Niall in that way either.

If I wanted to stop thinking about it and move on from what almost happened I had to take a break from Youtube for a bit; probably miss his next couple of videos so I can take some time to accept everything. I grabbed a menu and brought it up, looking over the selection and placing it down once I was ready.

"Hi, welcome to Tracy's, my name is—Zayn?" I looked up and almost choked when I saw the same blue eyes I'd been thinking about all morning, the look of shock on his face mirroring mine as I smiled.

"Niall."

a.n.

i LOVE them.

m xx