"PLEASE TANNER! DON'T YOU GIVE UP ON ME!" I cry as I hold his hand. Cold. Doctors and nurses keep telling me to let go as they push him into the ICU of the hospital.
"Ma'am, I'm gonna have you to please let go of him. We're trying to have a surgery on him" I finally let go. I watch him go inside the ICU. A sign that says 'No entry without permission' makes me angrier.
"No..... why is this happening to him? WHY DID I LET HIM GO THERE??!" I hit a wall outside the ICU, which is a waiting room. Realizing that it hurts a few seconds later. A few other people in the waiting room look at me lifelessly.
"This is all my fault. Why didn't I stop him......." I say to myself, voice cracking as I slide down the wall of the waiting room.
Crying.
Crying until my entire face becomes red, puffy and ugly.
All that has happened, I blame myself for letting this happen. I should've told him to stay there with me. We could have been watching Netflix, kissing passionately and telling each other about our hopes and dreams, but no, I decided to let him go because I didn't want to be the 'clingy' girlfriend he hates.
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Fangirl // A Tanner Fox fanfiction
FanfictionShe's not just a fangirl, to him, Alaska Beatrix Sawyer is his everything.
