Lost In Your Love [ ON HOLD.]

18.

Okay. I promise y'all this is gon' be the last time I upload a chapter 18.
But I felt like the chapter wasn't strong enough so I kept redoing and BOOOM. Here's the final production. 🙂 Thank me later.

Oh yea. Remember the trailer I mentioned a couple chapters ago? Here it is:

Calvin||

What the hell am I doing here late at night, by myself?

I walked the dark streets with headphones blasting: "Bad and Boujee." and my mind racing.

It just didn't make any sense.

What human being would risk the life of their loved ones to keep them away from a lifetime of happiness? What was it about me that he hated so much? I continued to think about everything, doing a memory recap on my mind of everything I've ever done in this town.

On the right side of my mind, I've got the thought to leave Sienna alone. Stay unbruised or even unburied. Safe and sound with no more worries.

But on the left side, I got the idea of fighting for the one I call myself being in love with and risk being in constant danger with people who want my head.

For this, I've decided to keep my past suggestion and stay away from Sienna. Not for long, just for a while. She'd understand right?

I'm not going to lie, I'm scared. I'm frightened that this would be my last day on earth. That the minute I so much touch Sienna, Rodney would jump out of nowhere and shoot me down.

For this, I wonder to myself why the hell would I walk down her street this late at night? I clenched my jaw and glanced at my phone that was buzzing consistently with new messages every minute from Sienna. She called over and over but I just let it ring and go to voicemail.

I heard a movement behind me and I paused my music. I looked around at my surrounding before speeding up my walk. Whispers we're being throw and I knew I had to turn around and go back home.

I felt and tap on my shoulder and that's when I lost it. I screamed a high pitched scream and turned out, putting up my set and swinging.

"Aye man! Chill, Chill!" The random boy dodged my punch. Who I'm assuming was his twin brother came out the cut and ran towards us, getting ready to fight whoever was messing with his brother.

"What the — don't you know you can't be poppin' up on people like that? My heart. . ." I bent over and tried to catch my breath.

"My bad woe." He put his hands up in surrender. "I just seen a dumb ass walking these streets late and night and it looks like —" he paused and sized me. "— like he ain't strapped. Knowing me, I had to help young blood out. Why the hell you walking these streets by yo' self?" He smacked the back of my head and I mugged him.

"Yea." He twin followed. "You tryna' get killed out here? This place ain't none to play wit'. Na' if I was you, I'd get home. You look like you from up the street." I kissed my teeth.