Cherish || grayson dolan

thirty four

Today we are celebrating the twins birthday because sadly they will be in LA. I couldn't wait for Grayson to see what I had got him. I pranced around the empty house with blaring chris brown while Emercyn laid on the couch texting Ethan, I assume.

"YOU BACK TO SLEEP GIRLLLL!" I sang loudly leaning over the couch. Emercyn yells at me to stop and pushing my face with her hands. I couldn't help but laugh before telling her I was going to get in the shower. She totally ignored me.

It was quite early and she is not a morning person. Hence why she is being moody. I usually would be too, but I couldn't wait to see my cute boyfriend who has been sick for a week.

After my long shower and doing my make up, I make my way into my closet to find what I would wear on this day. I put on a pair of boyfriend jeans, booties, a white shirt and pink jacket. I let my hair fall into its natural waves before I grabbed Grayson's bag and went down stairs.

Emercyn was in the kitchen drinking a smoothie when I came down. She was wearing a tan over sized sweater, boy friends jeans, and boots. We both gave each other a high five for our outfits before Emercyn cleaned out her cup. While she did that, I applied some lip gloss.

"Hey so I have to tell you something before we go over there." She says, biting her lip and messing with her fingers.

"Now?" I ask. We were a bit late to meeting up with them.

"Yeah. It's really important." She says shyly. I give her a weird look because the way she was acting was worrying me. I nodded my head in a way as in a way of saying okay and sat on one of the kitchen stools across from her.

She wouldn't even look me in the eyes. She had hung her head low and would not stop messing with her fingers which she never does. Something was seriously up or bothering her or this is a big secret. I don't know why she would be afraid to tell me.

"Em, what's up? You're scaring me." I tell her.

"Please don't tell anyone or judge me." She whispers.

"I could never." I tell her. She nods her head and takes a deep breath and closes her eyes.

She slowly let out her breath and places one hand over her chest. This had to be serious to her if it was taking her this long to tell me.

"Ethan and I... we slept together." She mumbled almost too much for me to hear. When the words slipped out of her mouth my eyes widened in shock. This wasn't what I was expecting her to say. I had so many questions that I was too afraid to ask.

"H, say something." She whispered.

"When?"

"On our date. I know it's been a week and we promised each other we tell each other when it would happen as soon as we saw each other the next time. It just was so unexpected that I was shocked and it's taken me all week to process it." She tells me. I nod my head and look at her.

"Why would you think I would judge you? And why do you look down about it?"

"I just I don't know? It's not that I thought you would, I just was making sure. I'm not down. It was everything I wanted it to be and it was with someone I love. It's just something I didn't think was going to happen and I thought maybe you would be disappointed." She explains. I shake my head and give her a hug.

"That is a part of life, Em. I'd only be disappointed if it was unprotected."

"Definitely wasn't."

"Good. Now let's go see our boys before we have to send the off to LA tonight." I smile, clapping my hands together and standing up. She smiles as well and we start to make our way to the front door.

As soon as we did, I felt like my cheeks were going to fall off. I shivered as we made our way down the road, clutching my jacket tighter against me. The wind was blowing quite harshly against our skin and I just knew I was going to be sick with in the next two days.

As we reach their front door, Emercyn knocks the door really fast. As soon as the door opens, Ethan and Grayson are standing there with smiles before the smiles drop.

"Why didn't you call us to come get you, oh my gosh." Ethan says pulling Emercyn in the door and taking her into a hug. I follow suit, wiping my feet on the mat. Grayson closes the door behind us and wrap his arms around me. I turn around and wrap my arms around him, nuzzling up into his warm body.

"You're so warm." I hum into his chest. "And you smell good." I add. I could feel his chest vibrate as he chuckles.

"You're so cute. Let's get you warmed up, yeah?" He says. I nod my head and follow him into the kitchen. He takes out four mugs and I sit on the counter watching we he makes everyone some hot chocolate.

I had no idea where Ethan and Emercyn were, but I didn't really care. I was just glad to be with Grayson. He stood between my legs, leaning against me as I played with his hair.

"I don't want you to leave." I pout, resting my head on top of his.

"I don't want to leave you but I'm ready to be in sunny and warm LA." He says. I sigh.

"Lucky Butt." He just laughs.

"I'll be back in a week for Christmas." He explains. I smile at the thought of spending the holidays with him. Getting each other Christmas gifts and kissing as the clock hit's Midnight on New Years.

After the hot chocolate is done, he helps me hop off the counter before we go to search for Ethan and Emercyn. When we found them passed out in Ethan's room, we placed the hot chocolate on the night stand beside the bed and went to Grayson's room.

I plopped on his bed and pulled him down with me. We got under the covers and he pulled me by the waist as close to him as he possibly could. We wrapped our legs together as we cuddled. I was still really cole and the warmth coming off his body was well needed.

"You are so beautiful." He whispers.

"So are you."

"Ew don't say that. That makes me seem girly." He says, scrunching up his nose.

"But you are." I say before he glares at me. "Beautiful. Not girly." I add quickly with a smile.

"Hayden, I'm hot and sexy." He jokes.

"True." I say sitting up. "But you are really beautiful. In a guy way, Gray. And I promise you anyone would agree with me. You are like a sculpture from the gods you are so damn perfect. Like first off, let's talk about your jawline. On god that is the sharpest thing I've ever seen." I joke and he lets out a little laugh smiling at me.

"And your smile, absolutely amazing. I could look at you smile all fucking day. And your lips. You perfectly plump soft lips. I love your lips. Your body is might fine as well." I say wiggling my eyes at him. He throws his head back in laughter.

"You have pretty hazel eyes too. I know you hate them but I'm so in love with them. I'm so in love with you. Just everything about you and I ask god everyday how I was so lucky to end up with you. How I landed you in my arms. Because you have millions of girls wanting to fall at your feet whenever and you could have any of them, but you want me. I thank god every day as well that I get the chance to be with you and kiss you. That you chose me over millions of girls." I explain. I have no idea where all of this confidence came from but I said it all and there was so much more. I was in love with Grayson. Absolutely in love with him.

"You." He smiles shaking his head. "You are absolutely the most cutest and sweetest thing."
He says. "God, I'm so in love with you too. You have no idea." He adds. I smile and cover my face.

He pulls my arms out of my face and brings me close to him. I stare into his beautiful hazel eyes that stare back at mine. This boy is something else.

"Kiss me." He whispers. I lean forward and press my lips against his slowly before pulling away.

This boy has no idea how much I love him and how much I would do for him if he asked. He makes me feel weak in the knees. He gives me butterflies every time he kisses me or tells me he loves me. All I want to do is to stay forever wrapped up in his arms and never let go. What would I do with out him?