Cherish || grayson dolan

fifty three

Not being able to go out in public with Grayson is harder then I thought. It's really taken a tole on the both of us. It's offical, we are 'broken' up. Julia is satisfied and she has been texting Grayson. She wants to 'be there' for him since he must be so heart broken.

Every time I scroll through twitter or Instagram and see something about us breaking up, I want to barf. Even though it's not actually true, it still hurts. I hate lying to people and here we are, lying to his loyal fans.

I get up from my bed and walk of of my room to find Ethan and Emercyn making out on the upstairs couch.

"Get a room." I cough. They look at me and Emercyn gets off of Ethan.

"Sorry." She says. "How are you doing?"

"Ask Julia how I'm doing." I give them a fake smile and sit on the rocking chair beside the couch. Ethan frowns at me and it makes me want Grayson here.

"I'm really sorry, H. I feel like this is partially my fault because if I hadn't introduced her to Gray, none of this would have happened." Ethan explains to me. I shake my head at him. I hate how Gray and him think it's their fault. It's Julia's for being a psycho bitch.

"It's not your fault, Ethan. Like at all. This is Julia's for being crazy. I'm really just ready for all of this to be over because I don't know how much longer I can do this." I admit. Ethan gets up and gives me a hug before Emercyn gives me one as well.

"Is Grayson coming over?" Ethan asks.

"I don't know. He hasn't talked to me much today because he is on a 'fake' date to make this more believable." I roll my eyes at the thought of Grayson being on a date with anyone other than me.

Thats what I hate the most about all of this. I can't be the one he is with right now. I can't be the one hugging him, kissing him, and laughing at his stupid jokes with him. I can't hold his hand as we shop or as we walk through a parking lot. It disgust me really.

"So you don't know if he's coming over after?" Emercyn asks. I shake my head no. I pull my lips into a tight line as the two stare at me.

"I despise her just as much as I do Cole. I think she knew him because when she texted me, she knew I thought it was Cole. But she also knew that it was impossible for Cole to have texted me because he is locked up." I tell them. Ethan gives me a look before asking for my phone. He reads the message and hands it back.

"She must. I mean, maybe she tried to get ahold of him when she found out about all the Cole drama at school. Maybe she got information from him to help tear you and Grayson apart." Ethan explains. I furrow my brows at him in a confused way even though it all makes sense.

"Did you know Cole's passwords to his social media?" He asks.

"Now that I think about it, yeah I did." I reply. Ethan tells me to go get my computer and I do as told. When I come back, he pulls up twitter and asks for his password.

"cheektrasher99" I tell him. Ethan and Emercyn give me odd looks.

"What?" I ask.

"That right there should have told you Cole is an evil teenage boy." Ethan points to the screen as it logs onto his twitter. I roll my eyes as he goes to Cole's dm's and look for Julia's username.

When he finds it, he scrolls all the way to the top to read the whole thing. When he reaches the beginning of the messages, we aren't that surprised at what we see.
Twitter Dm's
juliaparkerrr
You know Hayden Forest right? And Grayson Dolan?
coltonmatthews
Yeah i dated that bitch. Grayson
is her boyfriend.
juliaparkerrr
It's your lucky day, cole. I have a plan for you. I use to have a thing with Grayson and he tried to ruin me. I really love Grayson and I don't want Hayden being with him. We need to find a way to destroy them and ruin their relationship.
coltenmatthews
what's in it for me?
juliaparkerrr
anything you want ;) i'll get back to you with that plan after I got meet up with Grayson at their place. I already drove Hayden back to New Jersey. What's your #
coltenmatthews
sounds good. it's 918-777-0098