After that incident, I'd never talk to him anymore. A month had passed and it still the same. Some would say that I'm getting back where I used to be me.
Laging nakakunot ang noo. Laging galit, masungit, at mataray. Ewan ko ba kung ba't ganon. This past few days kasi laging busy ako sa work at halos laging tambak ang tatrabahuhin kaya I want all things into places and organized.
It was 8:30 in the evening but still I'm in my office doing some overtime when suddenly I got a text message from him.
From: Sir Miggy
Lets talk. Meet me at the coffeeshop where we used to go. I'll wait you there. Please kahit ngayon lang pagbigyan mo ako..
Ash.
Yes. I changed his name into sir. Why? Kasi yun naman talaga dapat diba. He's my boss and I'm his employee.
Nag-out na ako, at diretsong pumunta sa coffeeshop na tinutukoy niya and guess what? Andun ang gago nakaupo. Napatingin siya sa kaliwa niya and he saw me. He waved his right hand saying hi to me but I just looked at it and ignore him.
"Hi." sambit niya pagdating ko sa harapan niya. Agad naman akong umupo.
"Spill it out." I said.
"Why don't you eat first.." sabi niya. He really knows the things that I like. OO he ordered blueberry cheesecake. Pagdating ko andito na yan sa table, nkaready na. Talagang he expect me to be here huh.
"NO, thanks I'm full.." pagtangi ko saknya
"Are you sure? sabi ng sekretarya mo you haven't eat your lunch even taking snacks di ka kumakain, and you're telling me that you're full?"
"You know what kung yan yung sasabihin mo saken, I guess I better go you're just wasting my time sir and I have lots of works to do." tatayo na sana ako but then he pulled my grip.
"Yes. I am your boss and now I want you to stay here." Ok. He got me there. Wala akong magagawa..
"Then spill it out. You want to talk to me? Pero di ka naman nagsasalita.."
"How can I speak kung talak ka ng talak diyan?"
"Then go! You owe me an explanation SIR!"
"Sorry...--"
"Sorry na naman? how many times would I hear it from you ha Miggy?" I said, then he looked at me na nakakunot ang kanyang noo.
"One more word. pag di ka tumigil hahalikan na kita diyan.." then I put my hands on my mouth. I saw him put a smile on his side.
"Sorry, for what I have done to you. For causing you such pain. I---" For the third time i cut his words again.
"Isang tanong Isang sagot Miggy."
"Do you still love her?" Masakit man tanungin at masakit mang malaman ang sagot mula sakanya kailangan dahil dito ko lang malalamn ang mga sagot sa tanong na pilit tumatakbo sa utak ko.
"I don't know."
"The day we attend to that party, when you saw her and I saw both of you kissing, did you missed her?" he looked at me in disbelief. Na parang di niya akalin na itatanong ko yun sakanya
"I-I-" Hutangna naman Oh..di pa sagutin at may pautal-utal pang nalalaman.. Konti nalang Miggy, masasagot na ang mga tanong ko.
"Answer me. Honestly." i said
"Yes. I do miss her. Ma---" again for the fourth time, i cut his words
"When I saw yo earlier, kissing again uhmm, nagkataon lang bang nagkasalubong kayo sa daan o nagkita kayo ?"
"Ash..."
"Answer me."
"Nag-nagkita kami.I'm so---" For the last time, I cut his words. I got the answers that i wanted to hear. Its enough to answer my questions.
Tumalikod ako. At sa di pa kalayuan ng paglalakad, mga 3 steps behind him tumigil ako at nagsalita.
"Now I know why you're acting so cold lately. I understand." after that, tuluyan na akong naglakad palayo, and that's the time I decided to resign and have some vacation away from him.
Masakit lang isipin na, all this time akala mo mahal ka ng taong mahal mo hindi pala. I know that he loves me but not the way he loves HER. Alam ko na mula ng dumating si sofia at bigla nalang nagpakita out of nowhere nabigla siya. And that time, I started to feel uncomfortable. Kasi alam kong kahit ako na ang mahal niya ngayon, mas mahal niya pa din yung una..at yun ay si Sofia
And now, things are clearer to me now. That he still love sofia. Alam kong naguguluhan siya saming dalawa ngayon, pero kung papipiliin? He will definitely chose her. from the way he acts alam kong sa huli wala pa rin akong panama sakanya.
The best thing to do for now is to..
Let him go..
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Yiee... sorry ngayon lang nkapagUD..
Wish ko ngayong 2014? sana mas marami pang reads ang storyang ito.. hihihi.. :D
BY THE WAY..
Another story is on the way entitled "Everything Has Changed" .. Konti nalang na chapters and this story will be done.. :D
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BINABASA MO ANG
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