Stupid feelings never hurt

Oh

*beep beep beep beep beep*

'Jesus Christ..' I mumbled, rolling over in my bed to look at my clock. It read "1:44am".

I slam my hand down on the snooze button. "UGH," I moaned. Why did my alarm go off at the freakin crack of dawn? I look over at my roommate's bed.

"Hey Amy, did that wake you up?" I whisper-shouted at her. No response. 'Oh...okay. She slept through that I guess.' I throw my sheets off of me and turn on my lamp. "Amy, wake up. I have a question." Still no response. 'She's never a deep sleeper. What the hell..' I get out of bed and walk across the room to her bed. "Amyyyyy," I playfully say, "you better responddddd." She still didn't answer. "Okay, but you asked for it!" I giggled and then ripped her sheets off of her. I gasped and then laughed. There was only a bunch of pillows. I rolled my eyes and laughed, remembering all the pranks we've pulled on each other throughout the years we've been roommates. Then I stopped smiling, remembering that this is my last year in college. Well...not even a year. In a couple of months I'll be moving to San Diego, a big change from the small town I live in now. I sighed. 'I better enjoy this while it lasts.' I put my clothes on and grab my phone, room keys, headphones, and put them all in my Nike bag. I turn of my lamp and head out the door. I walk towards the elevator and pause by a window. 'Woah, the town is so pretty at this time.' I sigh again, this time in awe. I tear my eyes away from the gorgeous view and head to the elevator.

I hear a 'bing' as the elevator arrives on my floor. 'Jesus. Its so loud.' I step inside and then stop. 'Where the fuck am I going...I have no clue where she is.' The doors shut and I hit button 1. 'Well, that's a good place to start looking....I guess.'

*bing*

The doors open and I get off. 'Here goes nothing' "Amy? Are you there?" I call. I search the dark corridors for her, occasionally calling her name. After I have checked every hallway, I go back to the elevator. I pull out my phone and call Amy.

"Hello?"

"Amy, where are you? I give up. I tried looking for you and I honestly don't want to keep searching right now." We both laughed

"(Y/n), I'm in the parking lot. Did you seriously think I would be indoors? Now hurry up." And then she hung up.

'Oh....okay then'

I half jog/half run to the back exit. I push it open and walk out. Instantly I am hit by the fridged wind. 'Why didn't I bring a coat? I'm a fucking idiot.' I look around but see nothing, probably because there are huge bushes right outside the door. Then I hear "(y/n), hurry up! I'm freezing my ass off here."

"Okay, I guess I'll walk slower so you can freeze the ass off your personality," I replied, laughing. I followed the sound of her giggling and as I turn the corner, "SURPRISE!" I jumped. "OH GOD, You scared me!" I said, still shaking a little bit. "Wait...OH! today's my birthday! I completely forgot!"

"Yeah, bonehead. You're turning 22 today! How does that make you feel?" My friend, Cassie, asked. I looked at her smiling. She and her fraternal twin, Amy, look so much alike, its scary.

"It feels like any other day, Cassie," I laughed.

"Well, let's let the party happen!" Amy yelled.

----2 hours later----

"Thanks so much for throwing me the party, amy. It was a lot of fun."

"Anytime (y/n)......you know.... You're my best friend. I'm really going to miss you...." She started sniffling.

I look over at her. Her blonde hair was messy because of the wind and her green eyes were full of tears. "Amy, don't cry. I have your number. I won't lose contact with you, no way. We will facetime every weekend and I'll text you everyday. Don't worry." I lean over and hug her. "Its gonna be okay."

AMY POV

'I'm gonna miss her so much...I can't make it without her....what am I going to do...'

She leans over and hugs me. She must have seen me crying. I stand up quickly. "I...I...I..I'll be right back," I stammer. One look at her big, (e/c) eyes and I know she's hurt. I never reject her. We're best friends, of course I would let her hug me. I turn around and walk away, tears streaming down my face.

(Y/n) POV

'She rejected my hug...' I stared at her as she was standing.

"I....I....I....I'll be right back."

My vision started to blur. Tears suddenly flowed from my eyes and they wouldn't stop.

"Hey (y/n), is Amy....." My friend, Trevor, suddenly stopped in the middle of his sentence."hey (y/n), are you okay?" He sat down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

"Um, yeah...I'm fine, Trevor.."

"(Y/n), tell me the truth" he said it in a way that a parent would use to get their child to tell them something, and it comforted me.

"Amy...she's upset that I'm moving...and I think she's kind of mad at me for moving.." The tears start flowing faster and before Trevor could say anything, I was bawling. He put my head on his shoulder and stroked my head soothingly.

~time lapse of 10 mins~

"Thank you Trevor. You've...you've...you've always been there for me.." I struggled to complete my sentence without crying again.

"You're welcome (y/n). I'll always be there for you. I love you (y/n), and I'll never stop. I know this is sudden, but you need to know now."

"....I....I....I....I don't know what to say...Trevor....I..."

"I understand... Don't worry about it."

He stands up.

"I know your in love with some YouTuber."

He picked up his stuff.

"I know I can't compare to him."

His tone of voice got darker.

I look up at him and see plain hatred.

"But whatever. I'll just go on living like we never met. Its fine."

He turned around and left.

...

'Oh god. What did I just do...?'

A/N

HEY HEY HEY TO ANYONE READING THIS! I HOPE YOU enjoyed! MY FIRST ACTUAL CHAPTER!! TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT IN THE COMMENTS AND ILL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER!

-Alyssa