Three Knocks

Chapter 19

Justin's POV:

I couldn't get her out of my head. Something had happened to me, something which I had ever felt before. I tried fight back it but feelings are getting stronger everytimes when I'm around her.

I might have started to like her, no it was more than just liking because I liked my friends too but I still didn't kiss with them. That kiss which happened earlier today wasn't a mistake like that one in the car a couple weeks ago.

It was planned but I haven't counted that part in it that she would ask more. I had gladly did like she had asked, I mean why would I have said no to her. I would have done it myself but I didn't want look too eager and scare her away.

Was there really some stronger feelings inside me for her? Something which I didn't know even myself yet.

No, you can say that you was falling love with a teenager girl who was almost 6 years younger than you, my brains yelled to me. It isn't really so bad I tried say back to them. I had seen a lot of couples whose age difference was sometimes even 20 years.

But that doesn't really remove that fact, it would be super weird and in the end wrong Justin, my brains took control again and I felt how headache started take a place in my head little by little. Overthinking, you should stop I talked to myself and turned on my side to check the clock, just 11:45pm.

I groaned and looked over my window and how moon shone outside and lightened my bedroom too. Would she be awake too? If yes, would she be thinking about me? Probably not the same way as I thought about her.

Sometimes I couldn't even verified all those thoughts as my own. I had woke up too many times in the night sweating because I had dreamed about her. They had started since we talked first time.

First those dreams had been pretty innocent like I hoped that we could get know each others better and become good neighbors to each others. Well that had happened in real life too. But after that my dreams had moved to more intimate way, like it wasn't a new for me at all that I wake up in the middle of the night panting and with a massive boner. And all because of her.

That big effect she had on me, and I couldn't stop them even my brains would have yelled me as loud as possible to not think her. Feelings were taking all control when it was about her. I wanted her and no one else and I was ready to show it to her.

I was ready to make her like me back too the way I liked her, more than just as a neighbor.

I stood up from my bed and walked to living room. There was no chance to get sleep on that state of mind.

Hailey's POV:

11:45pm and I haven't got him out of my head. What was wrong with you, my brains yelled to me. You can't say that you're falling love with your neighbor. I wasn't falling love with him, I just, I tried tell to myself.

This was just some period again like in 9th grade when I have tried to get some attention for my hot English teacher who wasn't so hot really if they move me back to those times.

I thought that I wanted marry him but that feeling disappered pretty fast. A couple weeks and puff, nothing. He was like any of our teachers. Maybe I was on same point again but with my neighbor.

I stood up from my bed and walked over the window. I had a straight view to his living room from my bedroom and I spent a lot of time just watching him. I was a bit creepy, I know but it was fun to do that.

I noticed that there was matt light lighting his living room. Was he awake? I stared over there still few seconds and saw some movements. Yes, he was awake.

Was he thinking about me like I was thinking about him on these dark minutes of the night? Probably not, he wouldn't ever like me that way I liked him. That kiss was just some weird whim of his to tease me.

He had probably seen that how I looked at him but I had noticed something new from his gaze too. Like he would be hiding me something. Maybe.. no, he wouldn't. I would ever be that girl for him.

He was too qualified to fall in love with girl who was nothing compared to him.

He was a mountain, I was a little hillock who only hope that it'd one day be like that high mountain.
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