You are anxiety
You are the fear that consumes my well being
You are anxious
You are lost
You are confused
You are the cracking in my voice
And yet somehow I adore you so
You bring me to be scared of what others think of me as
You are what keeps me unbalanced
You are depression
You are self hatred
Gagging thoughts
Crippled lies
And over thinking combined into one
Suicide and self harm
And ropes and knifes and buildings
That don't seem the same to you as they did before
You are bipolar
You are happiness and sadness
Anger and confusion
Mania spiraling till everything's a blur
Then BANG!
What happened?
Why am I here?
You are PTSD
You are traumatic traumas and never unseen truths
You are flashbacks of anger and sadness and pain
You are anxious
Over thinking
Questions of lies
Those ' The second sentence is a lie,
the first sentence is the truth '
Over reading in between the lines
You are human
You are feelings mixed with thoughts
And imaginations and hopes
Dreams and fear
Questions and answers
You are not knowing the unknowns
Good and bad
Sins and ugliness
Passion and lust
Galaxies upon galaxies between unwanted skies
And yet somehow
Somehow you are what I fear most
YOU ARE READING
Poems from inside the depths of my head
PoetryPoems and thoughts I think and can't seem to tell anyone without judgement or even belief. These come from the depths of my mind and I apologize if they make you cry.
