#9 :: The Contract Killer

9. Kiki

"Where's my money Karmen?! This is taking too long! Just hurry up before I go and tell people who the contract killer really is!" I threatened before hanging up, leaving yet another message on her phone.

Can't believe I just kept getting her voicemail. I just wanted my money. I wanted what was owed to me.

I counted the money that Karmen gave me before and smiled. Yep that's right, I still have it. I'm not stupid. As much as I am an ex druggy I love money. I love the finer things in life. And since rekindling with my darling sister I have been receiving just that. Even the rehab she put me in was fancy.

I guess I should be grateful but I'm not. She got the parents that loved her and wanted her. She got left with everything. I know how much my parents were worth. A million or two to Karmen is nothing. That's why she gives it to me.

I don't hate Karmen. I envy her. I wish I got to live the life she did and get to know our parents. But they just wasn't interested. I knew this from the first time I saw them. The day I went and looked for them. Even then, when they was much better off they still didn't want me.

That's why I started taking drugs. I mean what kind of mother and father doesn't want their child? They never told me about Karmen but I knew. They acted like they didn't want any children. I couldn't take the lies. I couldn't take the heartbreak.

So I started taking cocaine. I wanted to block out everything. One day they was doing their rounds and saw me. They looked so shocked. I made sure they watched me as I sniffed the line of cocaine right in front of them. I remember saying "cheers" to them. They needed to know this was what they caused. This was all them.

They then made everyone refuse to sell to me. I couldn't believe it. They didn't want me. They didn't care for me. Then the one thing that made me numb to all of this and they was trying to take that from me.

So I had to go elsewhere for my fixes. That's where everything went wrong. When I think about it I don't know if the cocaine was just cocaine or if they was mixing it with something else because it sent me into turmoil. I don't know how I didn't die.

Wasn't long after that I heard about the death of my parents. They were well known in the drug world. So when I heard I decided to pop up and surprise my sister. I thought she was just on her own but no; that Hugo guy was her guardian. I was pissed. I had every intention on taking everything. But Hugo wouldn't even let me near her without him around. Everything was left to him until Karmen was old enough.

Karmen was happy to know she had a big sister. She sent me to rehab and I actually sorted myself out. Was hard. But I did it. Karmen would come and support me. This is why I say I don't hate her. I just feel I'm owed. And two million is nowhere enough.

She just needed to hurry up. The sooner she sent me this money the sooner I could go back after a few months and demand for more.

Yeah, that's right. I'm not going nowhere. I'm going to keep pushing for a mill every time. Until she actually has enough. Hopefully by then I'll be set up for life.

Again, it's nothing against my darling sister. Our parents just owed me and I was here to collect what's mine.