Truth hurts

Chapter 21:Masterpiece

|Christina|

I woke up with a bad neck. I had slept in my car in the back seat without realising.

I got up and looked at my phone which read 6:22am and a few miss calls an messages from my mom,Raven, Megan and even Jaz. I stretched slowly and rubbed my eyes. I peered at myself through the front mirror and pulled a face. I looked terrible. Suddenly clips of memories from last night started to flood my brain causing a headache. I needed to get home. I hopped in the front and and started my engine. I was pissed as my gas was out. Rolling my eyes I grabbed my phone and called my mom,Dad,Raven,Trin and even Donnel and none of there lame asses were up to pick up the phone. I was left with my only resort,Jaz. I sighed before clicking her name and letting it ring.

After the third she picked up.

I sighed before greeting her.

"Hey.." I mumbled

"Christina. Where are you? Are you safe. You never got home last night."

"I'm fine I'm fine. I kinda need your help though. My gas is out and I left my purse at the party. Can you come meet me....please"

"You don't have to explain. I'm on my way. Where you at?" She asked.

I gave her my location and she said she'd be 20 minutes.

"Thanks Jaz." I smiled a little.

After hanging up I sat in my car and thought deeply about everything.
I closed my eyes and got deep into my thoughts. Everything has been fucked lately. I just just don't know. Jaz is everything I want in the person I want to be with but changing who I am is a big step an I don't know if I'm ready for that. I'd be disappointing so many people, my parents, bestfriend, family but at the same time, she's what makes me happy. I just don't know. Maybe I just need to start fresh. With everything.

There was a hard knock at my window. It was Jaz. I unlocked the door an let her in.

"It's cold as fuck"she said before handing me a hoodie.

"You didn't need to do that" I said.
"I know but that's how I am. Especially with those who I care about."

I smiled at her an then there was an awkward silence. Until she broke it.

"I filled up your tank by the way so your good to go." She said whilst opening the door to get out.

"Thanks."

As she stepped out I stopped her. I didn't know what to say but I didn't want her to leave just yet.

"Jaz.... don't you want your hoodie?" I quickly asked.

"Naaaaa you can keep it." An answered just before resuming to get out.

"Wait Jaz." I stopped her and she looked over at me.

"I'm sorry for the drama I caused yesterday and for the damage I done to your bitch." That wasn't even meant to come out. "How is she anyway?" Not that I completely cared. I just hope I didn't kill the bitch.

"You put her in a short coma for 6 hours son!"she said.

I felt guilty as fuck.

"She took a head injury when she landed on top of your car. Luckily for you she's not pressing charges"

"Huh?why not? Not that I want her to but how come? If a butch fucked me up she going to jail for my ass." I asked.