don't think they know. ii

Four.

Cam

    Kaden wailed loudly, tears pouring down his face. I paced back and forth with him in my arms. He's been crying ever since Zonnique left earlier. It seems like every time I watch him, he's whiny. Soon as Zonnique comes he's happy as ever. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong. I feel like I'm failing as father which is breaking my relationship with Nique. She's always nagging about me not being a parent to Kaden. He obviously doesn't like me.

    Suddenly she walks into the kitchen and sets her things down. She's been going to these dance rehearsals with Chris or whoever. Apparently they dated before. I honestly don't care, I trust her.

"Sorry I'm so late Cam," Zonnique groaned and took Kaden. He instantly stopped crying, slowly falling asleep. Unbelievable.

"It's fine..." I sighed.

"He's such a handful." She said while rocking him.

"Right so how were rehearsals?"

"At first it started out bad but we pulled it through."

I never responded. I just starred at her and Kaden, with a puzzling look. It's weird because he doesn't look like Zonnique or me. I had this same observation when Kaden was born but I never anything. Maybe he has to grow into my looks.

"Zonnique who does Kaden look like?"

She froze like she saw a ghost or something. I gestured for her to say something but she didn't.

"Cam he looks like my dad okay?"

Yeah okay

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Zonnique

 

    I hurried upstairs and laid Kaden in his bed. I kissed his chubby little face then went to the bed. I guess Cam was in his feelings because he had his back to me. Honestly I feel horrible because he actually believes Kaden is his. He loves that little boy with all his heart. I can't do this to Cam, he's always been there for me. I tapped his shoulder causing him to turn around.

"Yeah?"

"Baby you know I love you right?"

He nodded.

"Well... Kaden isn't-"

"My son yeah I figured. It didn't take rocket science, Zonnique I know he's Chris' kid. They look identical..." Cam sighed not making eye contact with me. My heart beat increased and I nearly gasped. This shows how much of a good person he is.

"Why'd you never say anything?" I whispered trying to hold back my tears.

He licked his lips before speaking,  "I wanted you to say something but I didn't think you'd take this long. But I'm not mad at ya ma."

"Oh Cameron, I love you!"

"Love you too Niquey..." He pecked my lips before slowly closing his eyes. I smiled and snuggled up next to him. Next step: allow Kaden to meet his father then end all sexual activity with Chris. It's not healthy for my relationship with Cam.

9:35 am

I woke up to Cam playing in my hair, stroking it softly. I smiled before opening my eyes. He looked at me then kissed me softly on the lips. This is what real love feels like. I moved my lips at the same pace not opening my mouth. Cam tried to get in but I wouldn't allow it. So he pulled away with a frown.

"After I get ready."

"Fine."

"Love ya baby!" I giggled and walked into the bathroom.  I wasn't gonna let him taste this without doing my morning routines. That's nasty. I showered for a good twenty minutes then brushed my teeth and cleansed my face.

When I finished that, I did my hair in a nice bun on my head. I walked back into the bedroom to find Cam gone. Well damn. I shrugged and went to out some clothes on. It wasn't anything spectacular because I'm only going to rehearsals. I grabbed my belongings then went into Kaden's room. He wasn't in there. I frowned and ran downstairs yelling his name.

"Kaden! Kaden!"

I reached the living room to see him and Cam eating, while watching some cartoon. I started to smile because it actually looks like they're bonding. I guess Cam is putting more effort even though he knows the truth.

"Mama!"

"Thanks for killing our vibe Nique." Cam joked handing Kaden in my arms.

I giggled, "Sorry... but I'm taking him to rehearsals. We'll be back later." He nodded then gave me a passionate kiss on the lips. I blushed then headed to the door.

"I got you when you get home!"

"You're such a freak," I laughed and walked outside.

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Before we walked inside the dance studio, I put on my red lipstick and a bit of eyeliner. Perfect. I peeked in the backseat to check Kaden out. He looked adorable as usual. I got out the car and picked him up while grabbing the bags. Chris' car was outside so I knew he's already here. I walked inside til I finally reached the door. As I stepped inside, there was Chris on the phone with someone.

"....Mom! I ate cereal."

I couldn't help but laugh. He's such a mama's boy. Kaden held onto me tighter, taking in surroundings. He gets very timid or shy when in a new place. Once Chris hung up the phone he looked over, not knowing what to do nor say.

"Uh.. Chris this is Kaden, and Kaden this... daddy."

"Daddy?" Kaden furrowed his eyebrows looking at me.

I nodded. "Yeah you know how Cailou has a mommy and daddy. I'm mommy," I pointed to Chris again, "and that's daddy."

Chris looked nervous so I couldn't help but laugh. I walked over then handed Kaden to him. Usually he wouldn't go to people he doesn't know. I smiled as Chris and Kaden started having a full blown conversation. It's amazing how he can just communicate with an two year old.

"What colors do you like?"

"Rwed!"

"Well I got something red," Chris said while putting Kaden down. I raised my eyebrow watching him go out in the hallway.

Two minu later he walks back in with a little red car, that looks exactly like a Ferrari. Kaden ran over to it, nearly tripping over his own feet. Clumsy... I snickered and walked over to them both.

"Did you go out and buy this thing?" I asked.

"Yesterday when you left. Do you mind if he rides on it?"

"Just make sure he doesn't fall Christopher."

Chris looked at me like I was stupid then proceeded to help Kaden into the car. As he got inside, he continually beeped the horn and laughed. I thought this would be a special moment so I began recording.

"Alright little man push your little foot down."

Kaden pushed down a little too hard causing the car to zoom away. I flinched a little and smiled once Chris ran after him. Step by step he taught him how to drive the car and my baby boy was doing his thing. Maybe this could be the start of something new...

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I loved making this chapter. like yas. I know everyone is like WHAT HAPPENED TO SHAD? Don't worry...

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