don't think they know. ii

Twenty.

September 3rd

6:56am

I sat in the lobby, shaking my legs, tears streaming down my face. I haven't slept. I haven't eaten. I'm not leaving this hospital until I see my baby. They still have not given me any statuses nor updates on him and I'm so nervous. I didn't bother telling anyone about this. Kaden doesn't need anyone but me and his father. "Aye Pullins." I looked up to see August with a huge teddy bear and a blue bag. He sat next to me, pulling me onto his lap. I continued to cry and sniffle on his chest. "I'm a bad mother. I forgot to close the bottle of bleach..."

"You can't blame yourself Nique, it was a mistake that you and Kaden will learn from. He gon' make it. God always makes a way I swear." August said hugging me tightly. 

Chris is suppose to be here comforting me but his stupid ass is in jail. It honestly makes me feel alot bettet to know I can confide in August. He's such a great friend.

"Thank you." I whispered lifting my head and meeting eyes with his. He simply nodded, wiping my face with his sleeve. "Are you seriously wiping my tears with a Versace sweater?" I asked smiling slightly. "I told you material things don't me nothing to me." August replied. I laid my head back onto his chest slowly closing my eyes.

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"Pullins!" I shot my head up and opened my eyes. August pointed over to a man with an white coat on. He gestured for me to come over so that's exactly what I did. "Are you the mother of Kaden Brown?" The doctor asked glancing down at his clipboard. I nodded my head. "Yes is my baby okay?" I asked with most desperately tone. The look on his face told me otherwise. "Ms.Pullins I'm so sorry... the bleach in his system affected his organs. Kaden was too young for a surgery that severe. He's gone." I shook my head vigorously covering my mouth. My heart stopped beating and I felt numb.

"No! No! Where is my child!?" I growled brushed past him, running down the hall. I stopped once I saw this lady zipping a bag over Kaden's body. I forcefully pushed her and hysterically cried. When I unzipped the bag all I could do was scream and cry harder. There was my child, pale as ever, just lifeless. "Ma'am you need to evacuate the premises-"

"Shut the hell up! You little cunt! You didn't save him, you just allowed him to die you fucking monster! Rot in hell!"

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I literally cried writing this chapter. I'm so sorry but this isn't a dream, Kaden is gone guys. ;'(

Don't ask why I did this... like seriously.

This story is slowly changing. ✌