Him. //joshler {Completed}

chapter 13

Why not update again. Feeling inspired.
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Tyler POV (yayy!!)
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After I told Josh where I was I threw my phone to the ground. I'm really gonna do it, I'm really gonna jump. I only made Josh's life worse. He doesn't need me anymore, right?

I climbed over the small fence that kept me from falling. I looked down at the cold, cold, water as I grabbed the fence like my life depended on it, cause well, it did. I took a big sigh, as I turned around and leaned back, my hands still clinging onto the fence.

Just as I was about to let go, something stopped me. I saw a car in the distance, Josh's car. His headlights shined on me, causing me the squint my eyes and look away. I looked back just in time to see Josh's car collide with another.
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Josh POV
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When I read that text I knew instantly what Tyler was gonna do.

I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my car keys and ran out the door.

Once I got in the car I could already feel tears coming down my face. This is my fault. Those words kept repeating in my mind as I drove as fast as I could.

Once I saw I was getting close to the bridge I began to speed up. I flashed my headlights at the bridge to see a tiny figure on the other side of the fence. Tyler. I turned back to the front to come to a stop when I saw another car coming my way.

I pushed on the breaks, but it was too late.

My head hit the wheel, as I remembered, I never put my seatbelt on. I flew out the broken windshield as glass cut me on every part of my body. I could feel the warm, wet liquid I became familiar with. It was everywhere. Everything hurt. I landed on the side of a car and didn't bother to move. I heard screams of agony as I just laid there. Everything was blurry, and all I could hear was ringing from my ears. It felt like I was underwater, I was drowning. I felt someone pick me up and bury their head in my chest. They were saying words but I couldn't make out what. I felt the blackness start to overcome me. I tried so hard to keep my eyes open.

Until,

It was black.

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Tyler POV
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Everything went in slow motion. I couldn't move. I was in shock.

Tears came bursting out my eyes and down my face. I screamed out in agony as I jumped over the fence and ran to Josh. My Josh. I fell to my knees at the sight of him. Blood everywhere, glass poking out of his body, his nose ring gone. I found it hard to breath, as my head hurt and I saw blurriness. I kept on taking big breaths as I heard the ambulance coming. I picked up his head and held him close to me as buried my head in his chest.

"Josh please. Please don't leave me! Don't-don't leave me here. Josh I-l need you!" I screamed. My voice cracking and breaking as more tears came down my face. My shirt soaked in his blood. The police and ambulance already came. "Josh! Come on don't pl-play with me! I know you're still there!" I screamed at him as the cops tried taking me away. "No! Josh is still alive! Please Josh say something! Josh-Josh please!" I yelled, begging him to wake up. Begging for this to be a dream. I kept on fighting as the cops kept trying to pull me away. "Josh! I-I love you!" I yelled, and I swear I saw him flinch. I finally allowed the cops to pull me away as I collapsed on the ground. My tears coming down my cheeks.

I shut my eyes closed. Not wanting not refresh the, possibly, dead body my arms. This is my fault.

The ambulance finally came and carried Josh into the truck. I came with. I bit my lip refusing to have a breakdown. "I'm sorry Josh." I whispered. I grabbed his hand and held it tight. "I'm sorry."

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This is short I know but I didn't want it to end after the car crash thing.
I actually cried during this.
This book is still on hold.
Idk what else to say.
Anyways..
Stay safe!
Stay alive frens |-/❤