Him. //joshler {Completed}

Chapter 2

Doing another today cause silent-inThetrees_ is yelling at me.
Enjoy!!
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When I got to the store, I looked around. "Where could I go?" I said to myself. First thing that popped in mind was new clothes. I looked at my clothes and cringed. I was wearing a brown baggy button down shirt with ripped and stained grey pants. I went straight to the cloths isle, now embarrassed of what I was wearing. I decided to pick out some band shirts, I got a 'My Chemical Romance' shirt, and a 'Blink-182' shirt. They costs a lot so I decided to leave it at that, I'll get more later. As I was heading to get my pants I saw a guy with brown, fluffy hair, and brown eyes. "Tyler!" A guy said walking towards him. His name is probably Tyler. Well duh. I smiled at my stupidness. The g- Tyler turned to face the guy and smiled, his smile was beautiful. He was beautiful. I continued to shop, it's not like I'm going to have a change with him. He's just another cute guy at a store, I'm only going to see him once then that's it.

I went to the skinny jeans isle and bought some black skinny jeans, and some ripped skinny jeans. I ran my fingers through my hair, then, I thought of something. "I could dye my hair!" I said out loud. I quickly covered my mouth and looked around, people were staring, even that Tyler kid. I felt myself blush as Tyler and I made eye contact for the slightest second then Tyler turned back. I bit my lip and went to the hair dye isle. After a few minutes of trying to pick what color I decided to pick red. As I got the red dye off the shelf, I heard a voice, "Red dye huh? It'll look good on you." I didn't recognize the voice so I turned around I saw- Tyler!?

"O- oh, y- yeah." I couldn't control my stuttering or the redness that appeared on my face. Tyler laughed. "I'm Tyler." He said holding out his hand for me to shake. "I'm j-" before I could finish my sentence one of his friends interrupted. "Tyler! C'mon we gotta go!" Tyler, without saying bye, ran off with his friend. I didn't even get to shake his hand. I paid and headed home.

As I was driving millions of questions came to my mind.

Why did Tyler introduce him to me? Who was his friend? Why did he look so nervous when we made eye contact? Was he dating someone? Did-

I was interrupted when I heard a loud honk coming from in front of me. I saw a car stop and me still driving, fast. I quickly pushed on the break and I bounced in my seat when the car stopped. I breathed in and out heavily. "Pay attention, Josh." I said to myself as I drove home.

When I got home, my dad wasn't on the couch. He was probably out getting drunk or something. I went to my room to see my dad, with his arms crossed, looking out the window. "Dad?" I said harshly. "Yes?" My dad said as if he wasn't in my room. "Can you get out?" I wasn't having any of this shit. He walked up to my dresser and pushed all my books, stuffed animals, pictures, everything into the floor. "Don't talk to me like that." My dad said, walking out of the room. I slammed the door shut behind him, locking it in the process. I went and picked up my stuff. When I was picking up the pictures, one of them broke. The one with me and Debby, shattered. Also the one with my mom and I, it had a crack at the bottom. I felt my eyes water as I tried putting the pieces back together. I found it hard to breath. I still tried to put the pieces back together, I gave up. I grabbed a book and threw it on the floor. I was mad, why!? Why this life!? I put up my stuff and decided to go to bed not bothering to change, nor take a shower. Tomorrow was Saturday. Great. I fell asleep, with, once again, tears in my eyes.

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Well..
Did you like this one?
Tomorrow when I post I'm just gonna skip Saturday and Sunday and go straight to Monday. (Does that rhyme?) 
Okay so that's it!
Stay safe!
Stay alive frens |-/❤️