Him. //joshler {Completed}

chapter 14

I'm skipping when they are at the hospital and see Josh cause I find those parts so boring. Oh and make sure you listen to the song while reading ;)
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Tyler's POV btw
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Its been a week since Josh was in that, incident. The doctors said he's in a coma and not sure if he's going to wake up. Just the thought of Josh not waking up bring me to tears.

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I sit in the chair at the coffee shop waiting for Jenna. I know she's the one that kinda started this mess, but she's the only one that's been there for me.

I twirl my finger along the top of the coffee, thinking. It was my fault. If I never would've tried to commit none of this would've happened. How could I be so stupid? I feel tears starting to form in my eyes as I bite my bottom lip and shut my eyes. When I shut my eyes the only thing I saw was Josh. His bloody body, scratches and bruises everywhere. I open my eyes as I let the tears fall freely down my face. I see Jenna come back with her coffee and I wipe my tears quickly with the back of my hand. I don't want her to see me cry.

Jenna sat down and took a sip of her coffee. "Feeling okay?" Jenna says breaking the, long, silence. I only nod, I know if I say anything I will burst into tears. Jenna clearly realizes I'm not okay and says "Wanna go to my place? Maybe get your mind off this.." Jenna says trailing off. This time I shake my head. "I wan- need to see Josh." I say, my voice cracking when I say his name, tears begging to fall. Jenna looks annoyed but nods anyways.

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(Okay I'll put a little bit of hospital in here just cause)

When we arrived at the hospital I was about to get out of the car until Jenna stopped me. "Hey, Tyler?" Jenna says. "Yeah?" I say turning to her. Before I know it Jenna has her lips on mine. Trying desperately to deepen the kiss. My eyes go wide as I quickly push her away. I stare at her as she looks on the edge of tears. I only shake my head and exit the car.

When I get into the hospital doors I see an old man that's rushed into the emergency room as the doctors run past me. I quietly sigh and go up to the counter. "Hi, I'm here to see Josh Dun?" I say, more like a question. The lady types into her computer before giving me a sad look. My heart drops to my stomach to what she is about to say. "I'm sorry but Josh Dun died yesterday." The lady says biting her lip. At those words I completely break down.

I fall to the ground and tears come out as a waterfall onto the white tiled floor. I scream at the top of my lungs, louder than I ever have before. My throat aching as I slam my fist into the floor, harder and harder each time. Before I know it Jenna is holding me in her arms, rocking me back and forth, telling me reassuring words. "Josh why!?" I scream as my voice cracks and I hit the ground one more time as more tears fall down my face. It felt as if time has stopped. Everything has slowed down. Josh is dead. My Josh is gone, forever. I break free from Jenna's arms and run to Josh's room. I run faster than I ever had before.

I get to his room and open the door to see Josh, lying there, lifeless. "No!" I scream, my voice cracking as I run to his body. More tears falling down my face, more that has ever come. I violently shake his bed as I grab onto him, clinging onto his dead body. "Josh-Josh, pl-please say something, please." I whisper into his ear. The doctors finally come and try to take my away from Josh.

I let go of Josh and collapse once again. "Josh please!" I scream, my voice cracking, my eyes hurting from crying. "Please! Say something!" I scream again. I hit the ground and this time blood comes out my knuckles. My breathing gets faster as a wave of reality hits me again. "He's gone." I whisper as I stare at the ground. I feel nothing. I'm numb. My tears creating a puddle underneath me. The doctors take me back into the waiting room as people stare at me. "He's gone." I whisper once more.

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This is short asf I know.
But this is what happened.
There's two more chapters left then this book is over.
I actually almost cried during this.
Anyways..
Stay safe!
Stay alive frens |-/❤